How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[seabird]

kind of conflicted. i have a doctors appointment thursday , 1 thing is i'm going to ask him to prescribe my weight loss meds because i want to quit weight clinic.

the other thing i'm not sure about. since we moved to the senior complex we seem to have given up, it's like we are in gods waiting room waiting to go home. we used to go out 2 or 3 times a week now it's once every week or 2.

we haven't even taken our 64 dodge out yet and it always comes out in march or april. we seem to have lost our will to live. i have been having a lot more bad thoughts. so not sure if i should tell him how bad things are

mike

I thought you had been making progress on the wieght loss?

If where you are living is making you not want to live, then you have to move away from there mike. If you cannot move away then would it be possible to spend some part of each week elsewhere? We all want you and your wife to have the best possible peaceful time, not focused on waiting for the end. I'm glad you're keeping us posted. (h)

 

[ClassicsFan]

Excited. Our vacation is just a month away tomorrow.

 

[Inastorm]

I saw a post on FB from my daughter's step mother. They had a get together and I did get to see pictures of my daughter and her baby, my grandson. It hurts that I haven't met him yet. I sent gifts through my son to her but haven't heard back yet, or may not. Still hoping one day I can meet him but also wondering how bad I f'd up to have my firstborn child not want to have anything to do with me. Ive come to the realization that I might never get to meet my grandson and I have to come to terms with that as much as it hurts.

Thats really tough, im sorry that you'll having to go through all that.

 

[1964dodge]

Glad to hear you are taking Jasmine out on Saturday. Hugs to your son for helping you. Just because it is your final home on earth does not mean you have to stop living. Maybe some of your neighbors would like an introduction and ride in Jasmine. Help you get acquainted and maybe interest them in something other than sitting around at home. I do expect a full report on your Saturday adventure.

i have even better news. the garage where jasmine sits is difficult to switch vehicles so kind of makes us not want to get her out. we can only have 1 vehicle at a time here so i talked to my son. for the summer/fall we are going to keep whatever vehicle we don't drive at his place. it's easy to move them around and he can work on jasmine when we have the truck. we are starting to get the jasmine itch lol

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I wish you and your wife all the peace you deserve. Hope your appointment goes well Mike.

thank you @Lane

mike....

 

[ClassicsFan]

Shitty.

 

[1964dodge]

Totally bummed. I looked at the Fox News page. It is so depressing. I had to shut it down.

fox news is biased that's all i can say here. i get my news from trusted people on youtube that fact check and show proof. although the real truth can be more depressing

mike...

 

[1964dodge]

Struggling this afternoon. Feeling tired, confused, anxious, lost missing my best friend. Finding it difficult where i default to just ending it. Im not going to remember all this crap anyway, why put myself through all this.

 

[AvidFan]

Pretty bad. Just tired, overworked, too warm and ready for my vacation. One day to go.

 

[1964dodge]

Shitty.

i hope you feel better soon

mike...

 

[1964dodge]

Pretty bad. Just tired, overworked, too warm and ready for my vacation. One day to go.

 

[ClassicsFan]

i hope you feel better soon

mike...

Thank you Mike.

Mikaela

 

[1964dodge]

I thought you had been making progress on the wieght loss?

If where you are living is making you not want to live, then you have to move away from there mike. If you cannot move away then would it be possible to spend some part of each week elsewhere? We all want you and your wife to have the best possible peaceful time, not focused on waiting for the end. I'm glad you're keeping us posted. (h)

i'm going to talk to my doctor thursday, it may have something to do with being off all antidepressants. i don't like the weight clinic but they have been helpful so i think my doctor can just prescribe the meds, and i am losing weight. i lost at least 10 pounds, it was more but i gained a few back lol. i think it will help driving our 64 dodge saturday

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Thank you Mike.

Mikaela

you're welcome

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

not quite sure but not really bad

mike

 

[Inastorm]

Pretty bad. Just tired, overworked, too warm and ready for my vacation. One day to go.

Oww is this your holiday near/ by the sea? Is this a bucket and spade holiday? Hope you have a nice time.

 

[maybeicanheal]

It's been a while since I've updated.

My ex and I signed the papers together, less than 60 days out from separation. She seemed good, she seemed happy. I made a point to look really good today- did hair, make up, wore a nice dress, smiled, the whole thing. I know I look good right now- I've lost about 28 lbs in a month, which is great as I needed to lose weight drastically anyway. I did not say goodbye when I left, because I couldn't bring myself to look at her for longer than a few seconds- because I realized I feel absolutely no attraction to her at all. I think she hurt me so badly in her response to what I did that she is now repulsive to me? And that has made me feel very guilty and very sad. I hope we can both move on and find real happiness separately from one another. I'm sad, I don't really want to be alive right now, but I'll keep going.

 

[1964dodge]

It's been a while since I've updated.

My ex and I signed the papers together, less than 60 days out from separation. She seemed good, she seemed happy. I made a point to look really good today- did hair, make up, wore a nice dress, smiled, the whole thing. I know I look good right now- I've lost about 28 lbs in a month, which is great as I needed to lose weight drastically anyway. I did not say goodbye when I left, because I couldn't bring myself to look at her for longer than a few seconds- because I realized I feel absolutely no attraction to her at all. I think she hurt me so badly in her response to what I did that she is now repulsive to me? And that has made me feel very guilty and very sad. I hope we can both move on and find real happiness separately from one another. I'm sad, I don't really want to be alive right now, but I'll keep going.

 

[AvidFan]

Oww is this your holiday near/ by the sea? Is this a bucket and spade holiday? Hope you have a nice time.

Well it's my 4 days by the sea. There will definitely be kids with buckets and spades lol, maybe I'll join them but it will be more a hobble around and just enjoy not having emails buzzing every 5 seconds and work queues going up and down. No air fryer lol, wonder if I could pack it and wheel it in with me? 😂

 

[AvidFan]

Unlucky. I was researching the odds of 2 medical conditions happening. One was 1 in 100,000, the other closer to 1 in 500,000 but let's say it was 1 in 100,000. The odds of them both happening are 1 in 10 billion and I had both at once when was in my 20s.

And I cannot hit a 1 in 14 million lotto win ☹️