I haven't posted in a while, I'll go back and try to catch up with how everyone is doing. I'm depressed with the situation with my son, but for the people who messaged me here, about it I really appreciate you and your understanding. I can't live with him again, but if he straightens himself up, hopefully not addicted to drugs, I will support him in other ways, if he get's a job, I can help with workboots etc. I was hoping that what the police told me is true, that if nobody bonds him out they'd find other accomadations for him. They haven't. There is a purpose to this even though it's hard on me, it hurts, must be hellish for him, but I do hope he learns he can't treat others and property the way he has, and learns respect.
I don't think I'm making much sense, just know I appreciate anyone who helps me, because it's easy to blame myself for everything. But he is of age to be accountable for his own actions. Other than this, I'm fairly ok. My pain is better, a foam mattress instead of the other cheap thing is helping, and I'm not needing to use over the counter meds much. I'm being responsible with how I use my pain meds. I need some motivation to go for walks, so tomorrow I'll walk to the library and see if they still have book clubs going on.
