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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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I just talked to my mom who kept telling me to stay in the dorm because she can’t keep selling her assets to convert it to euro because I also have a sister. I DONT FUCKING WANT THE DORM. ITS DISGUSTING. How come the only people staying here are those from poor countries and no Italians would even come close to accepting to staying here? I dislike poor people so much. And I guess I’m included.
i am sure you will be very successful in life and make lots of money. maybe it will help your future perspective to learn what it's like to be poor for a while. there were times i was poor and mostly including now lower middle class. i learned to appreciate what i have as lower middle class from the times when i was poor, i think you will appreciate being wealthy some day from your experiences with less money. i hope some day you develop empathy for people that are less well off. some people bring poverty on by their bad decisions but most don't. i really hope you the best
mike
mike
Can’t sleep. Palpitations making me feel sick and sciatica down both legs. Tried an array of meds to try to help but nothing seems to help. Can’t get comfortable, lying one way gives sciatica down one leg, move position and it’s down the other. Crazy thing will be that tomorrow morning I won’t be able to wake up and will feel drowsy for ages. So frustrating.
Not good. I didn't eat last night, and then I overexerted myself this morning doing chores. I ate a decent lunch, and I feel like I'm still behind so eating more when I can. I need my adrenaline to calm down first. Sleep was okay last night at 6.5 hours, but I feel like I need a nap because that is only about 10 hrs total between Sunday night and Monday night. My anger is overwhelming. I use my mindfulness by noticing the feeling and returning to the present moment. This works for a little while but the next thing i know I am off fighting epic battles in my imagination. They are exhausting and leave me feeling powerless against people who want to hurt me, as well as crappy since anger is really painful.
I believe this is driving my overexertion. I found myself slamming the dryer door so hard when putting laundry in that the whole appliance moved back. This is not normal for me. I need to lay down and let this flow out of my body. I have a thing to do for the next 1.5 hrs and then I can nap. I definitely want to let these things go. It feels like I have to do more before I can move on, though. However I end up so agitated that I cannot think clearly to write up what I think others need to know. So it becomes a vicious cycle of being in so much pain that I cannot do the things to move on.
On the bright side I'm doing better with hydration.
I believe this is driving my overexertion. I found myself slamming the dryer door so hard when putting laundry in that the whole appliance moved back. This is not normal for me. I need to lay down and let this flow out of my body. I have a thing to do for the next 1.5 hrs and then I can nap. I definitely want to let these things go. It feels like I have to do more before I can move on, though. However I end up so agitated that I cannot think clearly to write up what I think others need to know. So it becomes a vicious cycle of being in so much pain that I cannot do the things to move on.
On the bright side I'm doing better with hydration.
One hurdle down today, I went to the pulmonologist for lung testing. I hadn't realized how stressed I was about today. It is a big relief to get that overwith.
Tomorrow I leave at 5:30 am for the big hospital in Fort Worth for my surgery. I'll stay there just overnight and come home Thursday morning.
Tomorrow I leave at 5:30 am for the big hospital in Fort Worth for my surgery. I'll stay there just overnight and come home Thursday morning.