How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[LumberJack]

not myself

mike

Sorry, Mike.

 

[LumberJack]

Sad, confused, regretting the past 2.5 years, and tired, dehydrated, and missing nutritious food.

 

[KM76710]

What I have isn't curable.

That is always bad, for you and everybody else. Incurable I would not mind if it would take me soon and quick and painless. To so to sleep and drift Home is what my preference would be.

 

[astreetscene]

No longer crazy tired. But still under the weather. Can't tell friends/family how I'm truly feeling which is what I felt before I had a crisis. I want to reach out but something in me keeps deleting every draft I type. I think I'm burdening them. I don't think they really want to know how I'm doing.

I am goddamn miserable and feel like everyone is against me.

 

[TragicReality]

I'm feeling a bit better tonight. I guess getting up and cleaning up a bit and doing laundry helped (it also shows how I can't fit into last summers clothes) . I still feel alone, but I had a few hours today that I felt I was ok

 

[AmberMarie]

not myself

mike

 

[AmberMarie]

Another Fricking night!

 

[puffymilk]

Very sad

 

[Lara_C]

Feeling weakness and pain all over plus brain fog and blurred vision. Fell down stairs because my vision went really blurry all of a sudden. Very scary. Fed up

 

[Lane]

I live with my mistakes every day of my life. I can see clearly now how my choices led me to where im at.

 

[ClassicsFan]

Frustrated.

 

[crowgarden]

I feel bored. I feel the type of boredom you get after hurting for years on end. Your mind gets dull after a while. I'm still in pain, but I don't really care anymore. None of this means anything to me.

I don't care to be happy, I don't care if I suffer, I'm just sick of this bullshit. I want to fucking die and I'm sick of trying to drill the idea of wanting to live into my mind. I hate life.

 

[Lane]

Very sad

 

[1964dodge]

Very sad

i hope you feel better soon

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Feeling weakness and pain all over plus brain fog and blurred vision. Fell down stairs because my vision went really blurry all of a sudden. Very scary. Fed up

 

[1964dodge]

ok i guess

mike

 

[cev77]

Depressed, disconnected and feeling like I can’t relate to people. I don‘t know anyone else higher functioning that lives in a group home. But even if I put that aside, I just find it hard to relate to typical people who often have jobs, spouses and kids. And I haven‘t really made friends in disability groups yet. Unfortunately I seem to be growing apart from my bestie.

 

[LumberJack]

Frustrated, pessimistic, and worthless. Not as in human worth, but as in not being worth anyone’s time to treat me as a person as opposed to a video game NPC to just get whatever inventory out of me and then walk on.

 

[DarkNightshade]

Like an ever-solitary human being with no one to connect with. Like a pathetic outcast. Like an unlovable failure.

 

[AvidFan]

Tired but scared to go to bed. Last time I went to bed this early, I woke up before midnight.... Maybe I will go to bed and carry on reading my 2000 page post apocalypse thing I bought on Amazon for 78p.