How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Lane]

Trying to not think that my life is over. I know it's only been 3 weeks. But starting to wonder if this is more than a simple back sprain. I guess there is still hope. Sometimes i think i'm ok, then i go to brush my teeth and just bending over i can tell that i'm not ok.

I hope you feel better @ravens.

 

[Lane]

I'm depressed and having suicidal thoughts. Having the suicidal thoughts only makes me more depressed. I don't know how much more of this I can take.

You are stronger than you know @cev77. I hope your depression subsides.

 

[cev77]

You are stronger than you know @cev77. I hope your depression subsides.

Thank you!

 

[Harmony]

Some members here seem to like it, but I don't have an experience with it.

I neither like nor dislike it. I had a great therapist, so it was a good match in that regard. I just wouldn't endorse it over other types of therapy for trauma.

 

[Windhover]

It's not necessarily unsafe to be uncomfortable. Weirdly awful how there are different kinds of mourning.

 

[Angie]

I am on the verge of tears. I never cry.

So many things are wrong. I have a whole string of appointments to try and figure things out, but I feel so terrible right now...

 

[LumberJack]

I am on the verge of tears. I never cry.

So many things are wrong. I have a whole string of appointments to try and figure things out, but I feel so terrible right now...

Sorry.

 

[AvidFan]

I am on the verge of tears. I never cry.

So many things are wrong. I have a whole string of appointments to try and figure things out, but I feel so terrible right now...

We are here for you.

 

[ravens]

I hope you can get it sorted. 3 weeks is still short term, have you had anyone evaluate it? I woke up with something at the start of May that I hoped was a short term thing and am still dealing with it. I have good days and bad days, and yes every day my brain is trying to convince me that my life is over. I hope your back sprain, or whatever it is, can heal and you can get your life back.

Yeah a physical therapist thinks it's a sprain or something where the ribs attach to the mid back. Costotranverse joint or something or something. It was from lifting heavy and twisting at work.

I hope the same for you! I think just gotta keep trying different therapies and treatments and hope to find something that sticks. Seems like some people find something eventually and can be different for each person and injury.

 

[SillyOldBear]

I am on the verge of tears. I never cry.

So many things are wrong. I have a whole string of appointments to try and figure things out, but I feel so terrible right now...

 

[Windhover]

I am on the verge of tears. I never cry.

So many things are wrong. I have a whole string of appointments to try and figure things out, but I feel so terrible right now...

You're loved here and I send energies to you for coping and for things to drop into place for you. Ih)

 

[Windhover]

Londely, isolated, missing having people to talk with, hike, run, etc., mostly my little brother.

"The number of hours we have together is actually not so large. Please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving. Please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it."

(I didn't write it - I forgot who wrote this - mi scusi to the author for not crediting you)

 

[Harmony]

I am on the verge of tears. I never cry.

So many things are wrong. I have a whole string of appointments to try and figure things out, but I feel so terrible right now...

Sorry Angie. I know things can be so overwhelming, especially when you are not feeling well. Take it slow, one thing at a time. It will get done. Be gentle with yourself

 

[Lane]

I am on the verge of tears. I never cry.

So many things are wrong. I have a whole string of appointments to try and figure things out, but I feel so terrible right now...

's Angie. I hope things calm down some.

 

[LumberJack]

I feel severely emotionally blunted. Like even things that I would do to relax/blow off steam are unappealing to me. So I'm just sitting around on my laptop randomly checking different sites and putting little missives on this site.

Like you could put Ricky Martin himself wearing nothing but a cowboy hat and a pair of assless chaps right in front of me, and I'd would not start groping him passionately until after a few seconds. That's slight exaggeration, I don't have any idea what I would do if the sexiest man ever to live was right in front of me. I'm pretty sure it would be shameful, but it's like I'm just terminally bored, despite having plenty of worthwhile things to accomplish.

 

[astreetscene]

Awake and disgusted. Can't go to sleep.

 

[chiastic_slide]

Haven’t been able to articulate how I’m feeling for a month. Don’t know how I feel about anything, which makes me like I don’t even exist. Isolated, alone.

 

[puffymilk]

A little bit sad and worried

 

[Lane]

Discouraged about my life

 

[puffymilk]

Feeling a bit unstable