How are you today 1-10?

[Evael]

7.

 

[Lostman85]

10 what sucks i cant help nobody. I got no function or will to do anything anymore. I have these worst luck ever. I even have jury duty in August. I really hope I don't make that long. My life is just a big struggle. My kids don't even want to spend time with me. I struggle working im gonna lose my job. I just have no fight left. Im always hurting and thinking of ways to go. I never wanted this but unfortunately it fell in my lap. I really hate who I became and know all this is my fault.

 

[cev77]

3, found some new interests and resources!!!

 

[Lostman85]

10 I feel really weird today. My whole body is numb again. Its very uncomfortable. I don't know what's wrong with me. I get chest pains on top everything. I don't understand why I have such bad luck. I wish others would understand. Im going to brothers to talk and shoot some pool. I dont feel great at all. Sry everyone for being out of control. I apologize.

 

[may71]

I'm sorry you're feeling so bad.

I feel really weird today. My whole body is numb again. Its very uncomfortable. I don't know what's wrong with me. I get chest pains on top everything.

I think this is the effect of the sepsis. This is something that really needs to be treated.

I hope you'll go to the hospital. It's really much better to get this treated now than to wait.

 

[Angie]

5

 

[Lostman85]

10 struggling even when im with people or family. I hate myself. I don't want to hurt nobody mentally. Its all ready a struggle. Im so useless I got no fight left. Im so worn out. Have a good day and night.

 

[1Lefty]

4
the recent weeks of 7-8 have lessened, but still.....

peace

 

[full]

Moderate

 

[seabird]

6 or 7 Things are looking very bad.

 

[Greberc83]

A 4

 

[iloverachel]

6 or 7 Things are looking very bad.

Hopefully things get better soon

Same goes for everyone else on here! Hope you all have a great day

 

[seabird]

Hopefully things get better soon

Same goes for everyone else on here! Hope you all have a great day

Thank you iloverachel. I hope so too. I was doing well so am hopeful this is situational, not something permanent. I'm taking action today towards huge changes.

 

[Suyon]

10

 

[Greberc83]

3

 

[JanisSPK]

6 or 7 Things are looking very bad.

 

[JanisSPK]

10 what sucks i cant help nobody. I got no function or will to do anything anymore. I have these worst luck ever. I even have jury duty in August. I really hope I don't make that long. My life is just a big struggle. My kids don't even want to spend time with me. I struggle working im gonna lose my job. I just have no fight left. Im always hurting and thinking of ways to go. I never wanted this but unfortunately it fell in my lap. I really hate who I became and know all this is my fault.

How are you doing now? It's Monday evening where I am and I hope that you are doing a little better in your thoughts and your body. Anytime you care to share you can pm me even though this is a first contact with you. I will be happy to talk with you and listen if you feel the desire or need to. My thoughts are with you.

 

[JanisSPK]

10 I feel really weird today. My whole body is numb again. Its very uncomfortable. I don't know what's wrong with me. I get chest pains on top everything. I don't understand why I have such bad luck. I wish others would understand. Im going to brothers to talk and shoot some pool. I dont feel great at all. Sry everyone for being out of control. I apologize.

I'm sorry you're feeling so bad.

I think this is the effect of the sepsis. This is something that really needs to be treated.

I hope you'll go to the hospital. It's really much better to get this treated now than to wait.

I agree with May....having some kind of medical visit to see what's up. And you don't need to ever apologize here for expressing how you feel. That is part of what this forum is for and also without it many of us including myself would not have had any support or reassurance or some acceptance either.

 

[JanisSPK]

Today is sucky. Feeling alone even with someone else in the house. Sometimes it can increase the lonely feeling. So I'm confused and sad and trying not to do anything but just be in the moment. It's frickin hard at times. But I'm doing the best I can to not go down the rabbit hole. It's so wonderful to have this forum. Thank you all so much.
Oh, I'm probably at a 5 or so right now and have been much of the day.

 

[SillyOldBear]

6 or 7 Things are looking very bad.

Hope things look up for you soon. You are way past due for that.