How many attempts have you had?

[blackskies]

I have 3 in total - all OD's last one ended in ICU.

 

[Confused and Lost]

I planned it three times but backed out at last minute.

 

[NothingMan]

None , but as someone else said - if I do , I plan to get it right the first time . I'm pretty :rooster: though so I don't know if I could do it or not . :thumbdown:

 

[PiecesMended]

I tried to OD but I completely ballsed it up. Stuck thinking about another go at it now... Don't want to but feeling pressured to do so, luckily have no methods at the moment!

 

[Ziva]

I have made nine attempts, been only caught once.

 

[emoprincess]

about 40. Caught twice. But hopefuly this shall be my final try

 

[GoldenPsych]

I've lost count!

 

[Kiba]

lost count after 30.. Doesn't seem to mater to me the numbers anymore..

 

[Dave_N]

Zero attempts thus far. :smile:

 

[candarian]

One when I was 9 my father committed suicide by stabbing himself in the chest two weeks later his brother attempted the same and failed to his credit he is alive and well today this was back in 83 a month after my uncles attempt I took a knife and cut from the wrist to my elbow luckily my mother was a nurse and tourniqueted the arm I had 246 stitches in and out and some serious nerve and tendon damage which thankfully I worked out of.

In 2009 and on all this happened http://www.suicideforum.com/showthread.php?t=78117

My fathers second brother after the passing of my Grandmother his Mother committed suicide by trying to decapitate himself with a chefs knife.

I posted back in March I'm still here and taking it day by day but I'll be dammed if I try to kill my self again,there's not a day that goes by that I don't think about them but instead of a wall of grief I'm finding myself more and more focusing on the special moments jokes played on each other a special gift at Christmas and certain things said.

It does get better,time doesn't heal all wounds acceptance does and relieving oneself of guilt.

 

[Arthur]

I had 3 attempts so far.

One when i was 7 and two last attempts very recently.

 

[Beautiful Disaster]

i overdosed 2 times. last time it nearly killed my.. 3 is a charm they say

 

[Socialman]

I tried overdosing 4 or 5 times this year with in a limited time span. Nothing happened each and every time.

 

[AfterFact]

I have attempted about 50 times in the last two years. Many of these attempts were very stupid.

 

[jota1]

One.

I cant begin to imagine what its like to have had multiple attempts. My first one was so traumatic that I would make sure that the next one would/will be the last.

*stay alive and fight it out*

 

[MadeOfGlass]

One serious one.

A month ago, a whole month I shouldn't have had to deal with. Things only got worse. No more attempts, either the next one will succed or I'm stuck on this planet until something kills me.

 

[TakeThisLife]

I have made 10 attempts :huh: x

 

[The Unforgiven]

five.. and im not ashamed of any of them. each was justified at the time, i was faced with something i shouldnt have seen.. though in retrospect, each left me stronger. i now no longer attempt or self harm.. except for one blip, but never again.

 

[SF_anon584257]

Two unsuccessful attempts so far, but they do say third time lucky

 

[me myself and i]

Oncoming , you are great, well i think so anyway.