Update:
April, 11th 2016 at 03:10 PM in my hometown.
I just woke up and felt better. I don't know how long it'll be, but since I am in good mood, I try to make program to fix my life:
1. Start doing healthy lifestyle (clean food, exercise regularly, trying my best to socialize)
2. Learning (it will be really hard, though) to learn skills needed for seeking job.
3. Learning woman's skills (uh..., it's ashaming).
I hope I can stick to this program a little bit longer, till I finally get job, till my life gets better.
I hope....