Actually, it wasn't easy for me to finish my degree and finally graduate. I am even not good in any specific skill after graduating. I have bad memory problem. I still need to relearn a lot before doing any test related to my degree's program, I'm... actually a slow learner and having trouble to be and stay focus. Actually, maybe I should not let my parent wasted her money to educate me in university. Now, it's just useless. I am not better then when I was. It hurts me so much to realize that, too many regrets. Too stupid, too hard to fight.