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I am ready to go. If there is a God or some higher power, please end my suffering and pain
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You can always end your life you are in - just start another one, which means: change everything! I always think of Forest Gump who went running for 3 years two or three times the US from west to east... Why not make a one year bike tour? Many people just changed their life like this and found peace, beauty, nice people...
I know what it means to be completely down and just one wish remains: end it. You can do that, but do it differently. I have a friend - he was a computer specialist and depressed. Now he is taking care of old and handicapped persons. This changed his life (and he had no training in that). All is possible. And don't worry - this world will go down anyway. Just wait a little more.
I know what it means to be completely down and just one wish remains: end it. You can do that, but do it differently. I have a friend - he was a computer specialist and depressed. Now he is taking care of old and handicapped persons. This changed his life (and he had no training in that). All is possible. And don't worry - this world will go down anyway. Just wait a little more.
sending hugs and love @iloverachel
This is the only life we get. I'd be sad if you'd end it. It's not about my feelings though, it's about yours. I hope you find something you can enjoy a little bit. peace to you.
This is the only life we get. I'd be sad if you'd end it. It's not about my feelings though, it's about yours. I hope you find something you can enjoy a little bit. peace to you.
While that is very true Waves, believe it or not, some of those people in my past that I have experienced joy or good times with no longer want a relationship with me. And it hurts. I think it's all a balance, at least in my case. But good question. RightNow in my life I have one good friend, and thank heavens for him. I have my daughter too but at 20 she's kind of self centered but I love her like crazy. I always try to enjoy what I have by saying to myself, What if these are the good times?
The real kind of joy, and hopes and hugs to you @Bergerac.
Those are nice thoughts, especially that joy might come about interacting with other humans. I think the idea is part of our heritage as social beings living in little groups, a long time ago. Humans have already way overshot the mark as of ideal level of population. Our brains and bodies are not equipped to handle this.
But there is a goodness that lives inside of most of us.
hugs all
Those are nice thoughts, especially that joy might come about interacting with other humans. I think the idea is part of our heritage as social beings living in little groups, a long time ago. Humans have already way overshot the mark as of ideal level of population. Our brains and bodies are not equipped to handle this.
But there is a goodness that lives inside of most of us.
hugs all
I am sorry you are also in pain for such a long time. It seems we go through a lot of similar problems/pains such as loneliness, not fitting in, dreading work, feelings of inadequacy etc.
The frustrating part is that the pain doesn't go away, nor do i get used to it. I thought the quote is true "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger", but i don't think that applies to me. 30 years of being a worthless outcast, and the pain doesn't go away.
The frustrating part is that the pain doesn't go away, nor do i get used to it. I thought the quote is true "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger", but i don't think that applies to me. 30 years of being a worthless outcast, and the pain doesn't go away.
@iloverachel, I often think the same thing. I’m having some trouble with my phone, so if you posted a specific reason on this thread about what’s causing you pain, I’m sorry I didn’t see it. I just wanted to take a moment to wish you a peaceful day/evening (depending on where you are) and say that I pray today is treating you kindly.
Edit: Sorry, I was just able to see how late I am in responding to this thread. Still, if you see this, the thoughts stay the same, and I hope thing have improved/do improve for you, even just to the point they’re feeling more manageable.
Edit: Sorry, I was just able to see how late I am in responding to this thread. Still, if you see this, the thoughts stay the same, and I hope thing have improved/do improve for you, even just to the point they’re feeling more manageable.
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