I can't help but think

[Rockclimbinggirl]

that it would be so much easier if I no longer existed.
I wouldn't have to study for finals.
I wouldn't have to face my parents again.
I wouldn't have to deal with intrusive memories and intrusive thoughts

 

[Petal]

((hugs)) I don't know what to say to be honest but please be kinder to yourself. I know you well and know what a wonderful, sweet, caring person you are. I hope you start to see the light soon.

 

[Brian777]

Hey there rockclimbinggirl, you had fun the other day when you went rock climbing, these feelings will pass and you'll feel better again. Hang in there my friend, it'll get better.
Brian

 

[Rockclimbinggirl]

Hey there rockclimbinggirl, you had fun the other day when you went rock climbing,

Thank you for reminding me about this Brian.

 

[Brian777]

Thank you for reminding me about this Brian.

I know it's tough my friend, I get so tired of the feelings. You never know one day to the next how you are going to feel, so it's hard to make plans. I'm sorry you're having a tough day, I don't feel too "up" myself. I just live for the good days when I feel better than usual. Bless you my friend ((hugs))
Brian

 

[ThePhantomLady]

Hun, you're a great person, and I know things are hard. But it does get better in the end. Finals will be over, you can learn to deal with and maybe with therapy and perhaps medication you can overcome them. Life can change hun, and you're already working towards it!