i dont have anybody to talk to about how i feel

[Soda-Voxel]

I don't have a therapist and I doubt I will get therapy for a very long time. I can't talk to any of my friends because it will worry them and upset them. I can't talk to my family because it will also worry/upset them and they won't help at all. I have nobody to talk to. And even when I do, which is extremely rare, I don't even know how to word it anyway. I just bottle up my feelings now. I just wanna run down the street screaming cuz of all this emotion cooped up inside me.

 

[Javier]

I completely understand how you feel.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

Hi @Soda-Voxel
I have had similar feelings. Do you have something on your mind you want to share? SF is a great place to find an accepting listener.
If you want talk, you can pm me.
i hope you can regain the ability to talk and vent.
be well

 

[A_J_R]

I feel all of this so deeply. I can't figure out how to tell people I want to end my life, but I'm worried about the reaction. So I hold it in. That might make it worse though.

This is a good place, I hope you feel like you can talk to us here.