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  1. BlueKoala

    Feeling Betrayed Because of Ex-Friend

    This is a REALLY long post. I genuinely understand if you don’t read it, no worries! I just want to get my thoughts and feelings out there. At least, out into words. Hello, everyone. This happened a bit over a month ago (will be 2 months ago in a couple of weeks or so), and it’s been bothering...
  2. SaFa61947

    I feel uncomfortable in my own skin

    I'm so tired of everything. I feel guilty now for the most ridiculous things. I feel bad for the street dogs, lately I've been worrying about a dude he's unemployed and he's not even my friend. I have so much worries, I have so much anxiety, I can't sleep at night imagining scenarios that make...
  3. BlueKoala

    I’m so tired of feeling trapped because of my own family

    TW: abuse(? I’m not sure if it is or not, but I stil l want to put a trigger warning just in case) Also, this is a really long post. Hello everyone. I know I’ve made a few posts here about my situation, but I just...it’s so hard to live in my house. It’s so so hard, and the fact that my parents...
  4. Soda-Voxel

    i dont have anybody to talk to about how i feel

    I don't have a therapist and I doubt I will get therapy for a very long time. I can't talk to any of my friends because it will worry them and upset them. I can't talk to my family because it will also worry/upset them and they won't help at all. I have nobody to talk to. And even when I do...
  5. Dante

    The Maddening Horde.

    I dont usually think of myself as an aspie, not really, but on days like today NTs (Neurotypicals) royally piss me off. I essentially got told today that everyone at work hates me, and out of ALL of them only one was upfront about it, and we actually get on fine, he only hates me at work (and I...
  6. A

    Fake Losers

    I'm just gonna get straight to the point why are there people out there who think it is cool to be an outcast? and why has nerd culture become so mainstream now? It honestly kinda pisses me off. A social outcast is defined as a person who has been rejected by society or a social group basically...
  7. Auri

    Mediocre

    Be unique, but fit every social etiquette. Be original, but not marginal. Seduce men, but stay discreet. Take care of your appearance, but don’t be superficial. Be thin, but with boobs. Wear make up, but keep it invisible. Soft but sophisticated. Natural but sexy. Wear heels, but be practical...
  8. Mayarian

    (rant) im tired being an evil ones

    I talked with my mom and somehow it turned to a upsetting things. Since a child I never can be a 'talkative' and 'friendly' kids, I always being quiet and avoid people unless I knew the person for a long time. I guess it was just my nature that I dont like to communicate much unless its...
  9. Chipetele

    It's complicated

    This is going to be all over the place because that's where I'm at now, unable to focus, concentrate, really scatterbrained. I had a really good year (at least after the summer) last year but unfortunately I had a really bad year (at least until mid-august) this year. Something just went...
  10. lovemyselftoday

    My parents are great friends, but terrible parents.

    I’ve always had a different childhood to most of my peers. While they were sat around family meal at 7pm, talking about their days I was usually on my own, cooking for myself, or in the care of my grandparents. My parents were either at work, or as I grew up up, it was usually my dad at the...
  11. gazjustgaz

    I HATE myself

    Ok, maybe not "hate" I just..I don't know. Long ago I went to a room to protect me from other things, can't remember why, but I guess I never went out. All I ever do is eat, shit, and sleep. Yet some-fucking-how I always act surprised when things get worse. I saw it coming, how can I not? Never...
  12. lemooncakes

    An extra hug.

    It’s been a long day God. I whispered your name for help every seconds of the day. Did You hear my cry for help? It’s hard to keep faith when everything is going south. I feel everything around me is crumbling down. I’m drowning and i can’t breathe. I just wanted to come home and run to You, and...
  13. Prussia

    Honestly just venting, no need to respond. Super long. CAN skip.

    Ok, so a few weeks ago my boss got in my face about a customer's claim about a bill and when she angrily questioned me about it I'll admit I was pretty pissed. Nevertheless, I KNEW I was in the wrong and while I didn't respond calmly, I did apologize and offer to pay for the whole bill and a $50...
  14. Ann Onymous

    Being a productive member of society?

    Being neurodivergent in a neurotypical world is exhausting. *negativity, cynicism, pessimism ahead It's so tiring waking up every morning even less enthusiastic about living to see another day than the day before. There are just so many expectations! Thinking about the "sweet release of...
  15. Kate123

    How to sprinkle colour on a gray life?

    Hello. I haven't tried writing a thread before so not sure if I'm doing it right, but I hope I'm expressing myself so that you can somehow understand what I mean. :) I've had negative emotions for many years, which have worked out fine, but I suppose the last couple of years have been quite...
  16. mulberrypie

    Don't know what I want

    Lately, as in the last 6 months, I have become fixated on finding a romantic relationship. Never had one before. I can recognize that it won't fix all my problems, but it seems an integral part of human experience for most people. It seems mostly pleasant, but I only understand it in theory. A...
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