i feel so stupid when i do this

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Apparently the ramen had 2 seasoning packets. I didn't see the other one because it was completely buried under the noodles. When it was done, I realized there was a foil packet swimming around in there. Luckily the microwave didn't short out.

 

[seabird]

The way my mind ruminates.
There are all varieties of people out in the park. I usually do a mixture meaning I alternate walking & jogging along. The way my mind works I feel so slow especially when I see people running. I feel I'm going too fast when I see others walking more slowly & have to pass them. The mind should be happy because being outside in the sunshine is a great thing but no it won't shut up unless I'm the only one on the track.

 

[Livelife]

Caring what people think about what and how I post
but also posting my stupid thoughts. I should know better.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

Caring what people think about what I post
but also posting my stupid thoughts. I should know better.

I am very sad. The thought of judgement shuts me down. my mind is already self defeating. I feel unworthy to be here at SF.
definately afraid to post. I have deleted several posts this week already. since I am weak, if i post this, I will be reluctant to come back.

@Livelife - you are kind & thoughtful. Your brain is telling you untruths. You are good. You are worthy of peace. ☮️ ✌️

 

[Livelife]

I am very sad. The thought of judgement shuts me down. my mind is already self defeating. I feel unworthy to be here at SF.
definately afraid to post. I have deleted several posts this week already. since I am weak, if i post this, I will be reluctant to come back.

@Livelife - you are kind & thoughtful. Your brain is telling you untruths. You are good. You are worthy of peace. ☮️ ✌️

Thank you for your dear sweet kind words and also the reminder of brain games.
Judgement is insidious at times and nasty.
I am more than sad to hear that you would think of or decide not to be here in SF. And I am grateful that you shared this with me and any others here. Oh, and most definitely, unworthiness does not belong in any sentence in any way connected to you. Be well

 

[Waves]

Caring what people think about what and how I post
but also posting my stupid thoughts. I should know better.

Caring should not hurt as much as it does

 

[Waves]

Caring should not hurt as much as it does

We all need a friend

 

[Wary]

I am very sad. The thought of judgement shuts me down. my mind is already self defeating. I feel unworthy to be here at SF.
definately afraid to post. I have deleted several posts this week already. since I am weak, if i post this, I will be reluctant to come back.

I feel like that sometimes. But then I think it is good training, to practice expressing what you think, esp here. People are less judgmental or try to be. Most of us are moody/not consistent with how we feel; can be sweet and nice one day, cutting another day, because we are in pain, distressed. Because of that, I think moodiness is not judged so much here and is understood. I tend to judge people as being courageous, if they write something goofy, or very personal, or are exuberant one day, down in the dumps the next.
Not that my opinion should matter a damn.

 

[Livelife]

Caring should not hurt as much as it does

I agree with you. When I care for others it usually feels good correct and is an automatic response.
But definitely not usually from of other's responses to me or lack of response sometimes and in this is pain. I don't have the gift and ease of comminicating well worded, it's a problem

 

[Waves]

I agree with you. When I care for others it usually feels good correct and is an automatic response.
But definitely not usually from of other's responses to me or lack of response sometimes and in this is pain. I don't have the gift and ease of comminicating well worded, it's a problem

You are expressing yourself well now.

 

[Livelife]

I feel like that sometimes. But then I think it is good training, to practice expressing what you think, esp here. People are less judgmental or try to be. Most of us are moody/not consistent with how we feel; can be sweet and nice one day, cutting another day, because we are in pain, distressed. Because of that, I think moodiness is not judged so much here and is understood. I tend to judge people as being courageous, if they write something goofy, or very personal, or are exuberant one day, down in the dumps the next.
Not that my opinion should matter a damn.

I like your expanded inclusiveness

 

[Livelife]

You are expressing yourself well now.

thank you Waves

 

[Waves]

thank you Waves

You are welcome

 

[seabird]

since I am weak, if i post this, I will be reluctant to come back.

Please come back. I love reading your posts.
When I post here I almost always figre that somebody is going to think poorly of me. But the reason I landed here is to heal. I figure it's not likely unless I'm honestly myself.

s @FlamingoWrangler

 

[1964dodge]

Caring what people think about what and how I post
but also posting my stupid thoughts. I should know better.

your thoughts are never stupid. and i think your posts are fine, i enjoy reading them

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I am very sad. The thought of judgement shuts me down. my mind is already self defeating. I feel unworthy to be here at SF.
definately afraid to post. I have deleted several posts this week already. since I am weak, if i post this, I will be reluctant to come back.

@Livelife - you are kind & thoughtful. Your brain is telling you untruths. You are good. You are worthy of peace. ☮️ ✌️

you shouldn't worry about your posts @FlamingoWrangler . nobody is judging you and i think your posts are well thought out and constructed. you, like @Livelife have a big heart and would be missed if you left SF

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I feel like that sometimes. But then I think it is good training, to practice expressing what you think, esp here. People are less judgmental or try to be. Most of us are moody/not consistent with how we feel; can be sweet and nice one day, cutting another day, because we are in pain, distressed. Because of that, I think moodiness is not judged so much here and is understood. I tend to judge people as being courageous, if they write something goofy, or very personal, or are exuberant one day, down in the dumps the next.
Not that my opinion should matter a damn.

your opinions do matter

mike....

 

[KM76710]

I am very sad. The thought of judgement shuts me down. my mind is already self defeating. I feel unworthy to be here at SF.
definately afraid to post. I have deleted several posts this week already. since I am weak, if i post this, I will be reluctant to come back.

@Livelife - you are kind & thoughtful. Your brain is telling you untruths. You are good. You are worthy of peace. ☮️ ✌️

You are not judged unworthy here, you are one of us and a fine person.

 

[KM76710]

Caring what people think about what and how I post
but also posting my stupid thoughts. I should know better.

Never feel bad about posting things you believe are stupid, I see it as being human and alive. I often have a good laugh at my rambling nonsense. My mistakes help keep me grounded I believe.

 

[Livelife]

Never feel bad about posting things you believe are stupid, I see it as being human and alive. I often have a good laugh at my rambling nonsense. My mistakes help keep me grounded I believe.

Thanks