Hi Ella
I am sorry that I did not realize the kind of pain you were in when we were in chat last night. Ella, I am hoping the doctor can adjust your meds. Because of course it feels horrible hearing those voices. If they are telling you to do bad things, please just know that I, and we here, are asking you to take care of yourself, no matter how hard that is. Please dont harm yourself. Because you are cared about. Very much