Traditionally December is a hard month for me. There's a lot of reasons, and I won't really get into all that. I like getting people things that make them smile, that's probably my favorite part about it. Seeing other people get excited. While I'm not really able to share in that excitement I can appreciate that they are enjoying it. I don't like much else about it. People call me a Grinch, which I find somewhat irritating, but I can see how they view my lack of enthusiasm that way.