Its cool, its all gravy! You're right though... some people can be really crappy. I wish I could go back in time and give every single one of those people a good (Taylor) swift kick in the ass. I remember when you used to mention that about the users and stalkers, and I'm also truly sorry that you've had to experience that. I've been used by many people myself so I know what its like, just seen as an asset and not a person. I've been stalked at least once - had someone stalk an old blog of mine many years ago back in 2005 for nearly three years, didn't even realize it until way later. Even tried to spread lies about me to my then-girlfriend at the time (had her own blog too; which is how we met). I really couldn't do much about it until I eventually made my blog private, which stopped it.
(Okay, that Taylor Swift pun was lame as hell. I know.)
I'm sensitive too (well we're both Pisces so that makes sense). I remember when something bugged or hurt me it would last for days on end, but because of my depression it kinda withered away the sensitivity. Its still there in segments, but I kinda bounce back from feeling down much faster than I used to be. There's never anything wrong with being sensitive, I'd say - shows a real, true human side to a person. But I get what you mean... after so long, its like, what is there left to really feel? And the concept to live an entire life without being able to experience things more often like love, joy, and happiness is depressing. I'd kill to have those feelings again myself.
Tell you what, Witty, we should work on building a booby traps so if more users and stalkers happen to dare show their face, they're in for a rude awakening. Don't think they're gonna be too happy about falling into spike traps, alligator ponds, swinging logs, or being suspended upside down in the air. Or maybe a giant trained dog with really sharp teeth will make them think twice about trying to get anywhere near you.
(Okay, that Taylor Swift pun was lame as hell. I know.)
I'm sensitive too (well we're both Pisces so that makes sense). I remember when something bugged or hurt me it would last for days on end, but because of my depression it kinda withered away the sensitivity. Its still there in segments, but I kinda bounce back from feeling down much faster than I used to be. There's never anything wrong with being sensitive, I'd say - shows a real, true human side to a person. But I get what you mean... after so long, its like, what is there left to really feel? And the concept to live an entire life without being able to experience things more often like love, joy, and happiness is depressing. I'd kill to have those feelings again myself.
Tell you what, Witty, we should work on building a booby traps so if more users and stalkers happen to dare show their face, they're in for a rude awakening. Don't think they're gonna be too happy about falling into spike traps, alligator ponds, swinging logs, or being suspended upside down in the air. Or maybe a giant trained dog with really sharp teeth will make them think twice about trying to get anywhere near you.
Sometimes I feel like my depression heightens my emotions, like I will feel sadness more acutely, or rage, or emptiness. Of course, that may also be some sort of undiagnosed condition or something.
Yes, we need to set booby traps! And maybe I should stop with the replies, I feel like I am taking over the Cafe with useless drivel :o