Jim's cafe November 10th 2014
Good morning everyone!! I've been awake since yesterday evening lol, have a dentist appointment later but thankfully I am not tired anyway. I just asked my sister could she collect my meds from the pharmacy...she says ''you didn't have anxiety at the weekend and you're faking it now'' the reason I asked her would she get them was because she was taking her daughter to school anyway and this is the biggest dilemma, the man that raped and abused me would be bringing his kids to school at the same time and she knows that full well that I wouldn't wanna see or run into him. Ugh just when we think can finally get people to understand they cannot connect the dots of no anxiety collecting meds on saturday - due to there being no school on saturdays. I mean it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure that one out. But anyway...I waited a few mins more and got them myself. I just honestly can't tell the difference if they are just being mean and saying I am faking the anxiety or really don't understand or at worst, don't care?!?!
Anyway that is my rant for the morning, it's hurtful when someone tells you you're not anxious, and then I walk up the street with a hood over my head and my hands by my face... I do go out, just not at times when I'm likely to run into that scum.
Sorry for my rant....I do hope you all have a wonderful day. I'm getting a filling at the dentist but I like going to the dentist
Only downside is my filling will cost 75 euros ugh!
Anyway, big hugs to everyone here, make each day count