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Loneliness is literally killing me...
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I have no idea... But for that I would need therapists records and stuff and Im not going to anything... I asked chatgpt on high thinking and it says that it COULD MAYBE do something, but its not sure at all... I cant go that route.
I hate my sister now even more. I need to stay alive for this torture and to be put through more torture from her bs...
Im really suffering due to the loneliness. That never goes away... I cant take this anymore...
I hate my sister now even more. I need to stay alive for this torture and to be put through more torture from her bs...
Im really suffering due to the loneliness. That never goes away... I cant take this anymore...
I just saw a post... A very painful one... A girl wants to take care of a guy who wants to die, but he doesnt love her, cause hes in love with some girl cause shes hot (no personality), which already tells me that guy is shit...
The girl... Has gone to visit him to his country... And bought him several things, like games and stuff to make him happy. He ignores her and just wants to die.
No girl would ever do that for me... I dont fucking need to be bought games or anything, i can buy them myself... But the... The care... The love... THe effort... And I talked to her and she earns 400 usd a months which is nothing, so even more, the massive effort...
I just want to die. I even considering ending it and not waiting for this apartment shit. Ill just leave everything to my aunt and tell her sue my sister and fuck it. I dont deserve to be alive for 20 months being tortured.
NOBODY WANTS ME NOBODY WANTS ME
IM FUCKING TRASH
WHAT DO YOU CALL WHAT NOBODY WANTS
FUCKING TRASH IS WHAT YOU CALL IT
The girl... Has gone to visit him to his country... And bought him several things, like games and stuff to make him happy. He ignores her and just wants to die.
No girl would ever do that for me... I dont fucking need to be bought games or anything, i can buy them myself... But the... The care... The love... THe effort... And I talked to her and she earns 400 usd a months which is nothing, so even more, the massive effort...
I just want to die. I even considering ending it and not waiting for this apartment shit. Ill just leave everything to my aunt and tell her sue my sister and fuck it. I dont deserve to be alive for 20 months being tortured.
NOBODY WANTS ME NOBODY WANTS ME
IM FUCKING TRASH
WHAT DO YOU CALL WHAT NOBODY WANTS
FUCKING TRASH IS WHAT YOU CALL IT
I found a girl I like, shes nice... And shes even attractive to me (idk to others, i have strange tastes, i think she would be mid maybe). But shes in love with another guy who doesnt even love her... I described her before... The guy says hes going to kill hismelf on september 7th... Honestly, I wish... He just treats her bad... But she loves him so much, she did so much effort for him...
Nobody would do even 1% of that for me...
She has very bad eyesight and says that if she goes worse she would need surgery wich is 4000 usd where she lives... I wouldnt mind pay for that IF ofc she loved me... Im not THAT retarded to give it away to someone who doesnt want me. Yes, I know my other post, that was survival...
I tried talking to her but she doesnt give a shit about knowing me...
I wish I could kill myself right now...
Realistically what are the chances of me finding somebody... Nothing....
Then why even be alive...
Nobody would do even 1% of that for me...
She has very bad eyesight and says that if she goes worse she would need surgery wich is 4000 usd where she lives... I wouldnt mind pay for that IF ofc she loved me... Im not THAT retarded to give it away to someone who doesnt want me. Yes, I know my other post, that was survival...
I tried talking to her but she doesnt give a shit about knowing me...
I wish I could kill myself right now...
Realistically what are the chances of me finding somebody... Nothing....
Then why even be alive...
The guy wants to die and asked the girl many times to kill him... But ofc she couldnt do it. Not only that, but now he wants to kill himself on sept 7 and the girl is going to kill herself with him.... And hes going to allow that...
As always, its the pieces of shit the ones who always get loved....
Well, im a piece of shit too... But never in that way... Not in the way women like...
As always, its the pieces of shit the ones who always get loved....
Well, im a piece of shit too... But never in that way... Not in the way women like...