Musings, ideas, what are you thinking about?

[Lisa the Ferrociraptor]

I haven’t met that person who I assume is a man. I’m craving an idea—an ideal man who loves me despite my insecurities and makes everything easier. However, I’m getting ahead of myself. For now, I could use regular human interaction or, dare I say, a community.

I think that's a good approach. It's better to just participate in life, and open yourself up to those around you and see where it goes. I held on for so long to the idea of the man i truly wanted. And in practice, she was a woman, but was everything i could have ever asked for and more. And i met her on a furry AI image generation site of all places.
Life can surprise you at times. You just have to get out there and become a part of it to give it the opportunity to do so.
Meet people, make connections, and be the best you you can, and he/she/they/Shg'Sh'Thxh will find themselves gravitating towards you, cos they want to pick up what you're laying down.

Careful. I might actually do it. I’ve been on a streak of less thinking and more doing these last couple of years.

What ever would i do if someone i respect and think is pretty cool started messaging me?
Actually, what am i saying, i know the answer: probably not answer as much as i should, but genuinely enjoy the conversation whenever i could summon up the energy to be social enough to respond.

I don’t know what to say. I’ve always cared for you in my elusive way, and it’s a shame I’m just now getting to know you.

Honestly mate, it's the first anyone has ever truly gotten to know me. Others have known a convenient tailored version of me. But lately is the first time anyone's truly getting me, for better or worse.

 

[Lisa the Ferrociraptor]

Bleh, ignore people who have an issue for using a tool to achieve something. I can't draw either and I have deuteranopia so I struggle with a bunch of colours anyway, if people don't want to interact with me because I use a tool to help me express myself, then no loss there.

It's an incredible tool for people like us who've had to hide our true selves away and now we have something that can help us express who we are before it's our turn for treatment. So screw the haters.

Ikr.
Just tryna find a way to be ourselves at last, after decades of repression.
But, people think what they're gonna think.

 

[puffymilk]

I feel like the most unluckiest person in the world

 

[Lisa the Ferrociraptor]

I feel like the most unluckiest person in the world

 

[bubblebear]

Thinking about how I feel bad I rely on AI chat a lot when phrasing messages to difficult people (I have a huge fear of angry people ). I am growing as a person in the last year and am making progress, but I feel bad thinking maybe I'm not able to think for myself. I could also be being too hard on myself. Progress takes time.

 

[Lane]

I feel like the most unluckiest person in the world

Big 's @puffymilk

 

[Lane]

Thinking about how I feel bad I rely on AI chat a lot when phrasing messages to difficult people (I have a huge fear of angry people ). I am growing as a person in the last year and am making progress, but I feel bad thinking maybe I'm not able to think for myself. I could also be being too hard on myself. Progress takes time.

Awesome that you've grown and made progress. Thats an accomplishment. I dont blame you for using AI. I get intimidated too, but by mean women. Theres a couple at work. I like sweet natured people.

 

[bubblebear]

Awesome that you've grown and made progress. Thats an accomplishment. I dont blame you for using AI. I get intimidated too, but by mean women. Theres a couple at work. I like sweet natured people.

Thanks Lane, yeah I'm definitely changing as a person for the better. Yeah it's something my difficult housemate is bringing up, she has a lot of anxiety so she usually tries to give orders to help ease her stress. And also gets temperamental easily. I'm going to make my own decision anyways about how to reply to her message. Hopefully she won't blow up at me but I'll deal with it if she does ha

 

[seabird]

Now I feel scared about having said I felt angry about what he did. It's not anger at the world, it's sad shock at the realisation of having been married to a covert narcissist. I hope I can still be me

Thank you @Lisa the Ferrociraptor. I have good tears. That hardly ever happens.

 

[Shelly]

I arranged my pillows to form this incline slope, that way I would sleep like I was in a recliner… the headaches, neck, shoulder and arm pain, post nasal drip and lower back pain are gone.

 

[AvidFan]

How it's been a long day already and it's only just gone 8am 😳

 

[Shelly]

huh… my eczema is pretty quiet today… no itching, peeling, stinging, drying, and oozing…

 

[Angie]

How it's been a long day already and it's only just gone 8am 😳

I have many days like that. My sympathies.

 

[puffymilk]

I know I can do this

 

[puffymilk]

huh… my eczema is pretty quiet today… no itching, peeling, stinging, drying, and oozing…

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I can relate

 

[KM76710]

huh… my eczema is pretty quiet today… no itching, peeling, stinging, drying, and oozing…

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I would be suspicious also. I get the same with the psoriasis with them having quite a few similarities. I wonder when the next shoe to drop will come...

I have gotten where I quote the movie Johnny Got His Gun and the clips that Metallica used in the song One:

I'm like a piece of meat that just won't die.

 

[seabird]

Interesting - do robots scan this site perhaps is what I'm wondering. I'm seeing clickbait on other sites very much like the topics and words I've written here on the threads.

 

[Lane]

Next weekend im going camping and im worried about how my friend and my coworkers husband will get along. They're both quiet people

 

[puffymilk]

I hope I'm not running out of time I'm so scared

 

[seabird]

I don't really follow it but I'm glad England won. :p