I was going to a free counseling clinic near my home since the end of August and now my sessions have run out and next week is my last one. My therapist has helped me out so much and I have grown a lot with her, but I still have so many things going on. Every time I think that I have worked out every issue something else comes up. I didn't know there was so much in my past. It's like every time I peel off a layer it exposes something else. I feel like I am about to be in therapy limbo right now and since I am starting a new job my anxiety level is pretty high. I'm nervous about fucking up and my depression getting in the way of my performance. It seems like bad timing with such a big change happening in my life and not being able to talk to her. There is an open door policy and she says I can come in when I need to but it's not guaranteed that she can see me. She gave me a list of other groups and people that she recommends but I really hate going in there and having to tell my story from the very beginning again. I am sick of having to start from scratch about my abuse and how it led me to be here now. Sometimes talking about it can be triggering. I'm confused about what to do right now as far as more therapy/counseling. I know I probably shouldn't go without one but I am being stubborn and not wanting anyone new.