Hello everyone,
I am feeling so alone. I often think that no one cares about me. Perhaps only my mother. I've lived so many years on this planet and I haven't managed to make friends or to have friends on the long-term.
All I have are some virtual friends, that sometimes i think they don't even care about me. When they don't write to me, I just think that they don't care anyway, who would really care about me, I am not important enough, why don't they make more time for me, they will abandon me one day etc.
Sometimes I am aware that they might be busy or have better things to do, but when they don't talk to me I am feeling useless and worthless and i have the desire to break the friendship. I always worry that the few virtual friends I am having will just abandon me.
How can I know who really cares about me, when no one seems to care about me or love me?
I am feeling so lonely, not even my relatives don't like me or think that I am weird or the "black ship."
I have recently made little progress with my life and it's hard to be told that I haven't changed at all or to be reminded of all my failures in the past, when all i need is encouragement and care.
I wish there was someone who cared about me and never left me.
I have no idea what to do about my life. My social anxiety makes me fear going outside and I always fear that someone would hurt me on the street.
Thank you for reading!
I am feeling so alone. I often think that no one cares about me. Perhaps only my mother. I've lived so many years on this planet and I haven't managed to make friends or to have friends on the long-term.
All I have are some virtual friends, that sometimes i think they don't even care about me. When they don't write to me, I just think that they don't care anyway, who would really care about me, I am not important enough, why don't they make more time for me, they will abandon me one day etc.
Sometimes I am aware that they might be busy or have better things to do, but when they don't talk to me I am feeling useless and worthless and i have the desire to break the friendship. I always worry that the few virtual friends I am having will just abandon me.
How can I know who really cares about me, when no one seems to care about me or love me?
I am feeling so lonely, not even my relatives don't like me or think that I am weird or the "black ship."
I have recently made little progress with my life and it's hard to be told that I haven't changed at all or to be reminded of all my failures in the past, when all i need is encouragement and care.
I wish there was someone who cared about me and never left me.
I have no idea what to do about my life. My social anxiety makes me fear going outside and I always fear that someone would hurt me on the street.
Thank you for reading!