9 - I’m drowning man. I’ve been at hospitals this week talking alot about PCOS management. Its a long wall of text cause I am indeed in tears. Aka being dramatic. 😂
I’m an emo mess and yet I’m greatful for somethings.... First, we now know that my mystery of OAB symptom is from PCOS and Mirebagron can help reduce that, plus I need to be aware of *period intervals* from now on as it could cause infection down under after what OAB brings which I’m having it now and given Cipro for it same time so when Cipro finish, continue Mirebagron. I don’t know how I can deal with the pain that I didn’t know I have as I’ve always thought that I’ve always taken abnormal period so lightly. Ugh... They can’t do surgery on me for pcos yet which I wish, as recurring infections is so annoying cause of the growth is still small but symptoms is so fucking huge.
I’m also have been given meds for HRT for when period went missing again to control ... While these are cleared, I’m being put on a strict exercise routine by my gynae of 150mins/week till next 6 months try and physiotherapy in Nov to fight for healthy wealth which another of pcos symptoms of stress eating & obesity and if I fail to do that, I have to be on diabetic meds/see dietician. Also, I’m glad that those aren’t my fault you fucking twat.
Thanks fuck for the right mental health meds though as Ritalin doesn’t cause/effect any of these unlike SSRI overlaps the symptoms last time and sadly, shall have to continue Ritalin daily for my ADHD and to reduce stresses from the hormonal imbalance cause I’m just an overactive person in general and combining with my genetic thyroid condition doesn’t help as fuck.
So many specialists and therapist for this, I really can’t.
Um, I’ve been crying so hard about my weight and that I have been so frustrated of how I have to be dependent on so many meds. While my friends are trying to cheer me up but you know, I still feel weak to my bones from it.
I am rambling..
Oh ya crap, speaking of, I have to reschedule appointment for HPV cause I forgot lol seeee so many time management to doooo...