I originally planned to meet with my friend to march in the Pride parade, then she decided she was going to watch with her partner and I could meet them there. I met up with her near the end of the parade route, and we were going to watch the rest of the parade together. But then she said her partner was drunk and kinda acting like a jerk, so she went back to his apartment with him. It's not the first time her partner's drinking has gotten in the way of us hanging out. At least we actually got to meet up, if briefly, this time. Unlike the last few times we've made plans. She doesn't try it, but it still feels bad, because I don't have that many people to hang out with.
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My debit card # was stolen. Found out when I was checking my account to see why my card was declined trying to buy groceries. Disputing the charges and getting a new card sent to me was time-consuming but otherwise painless. Now I have to wait for the new card, and for the charges to be refunded. Luckily I have a little “just in case” cash or I’d be screwed.
Someone stole money from a disabled person’s Social Security account to buy cosmetics. What a shitty thing to do.
Someone stole money from a disabled person’s Social Security account to buy cosmetics. What a shitty thing to do.
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The process of looking for a new job. Then busting your a** for two months at that job just to find out it's not going to work, then having to start all over.
Looking for and starting a new job is kind of like looking for a new relationship. You're taking a chance based on limited information, there's bound to at least be some hidden bullsh*t you will be walking into, you're starting at the bottom of the totem pole in terms of seniority, which means you have little security that affects confidence. No vacation/sick days/insurance usually for a couple of months really sucks too.
I'm not asking for much, I'll even take lower pay in trade to keep my mental health stable which is far more important. A job should be just about the job itself, unfortunately a lot of the time it involves entitled, greedy, narcissistic jerks who will start picking you apart on your first day and continue to do so as long as they're allowed to. The only thing worse than an a**hole is an a**hole who has mental or financial power above you and knows it.
Looking for and starting a new job is kind of like looking for a new relationship. You're taking a chance based on limited information, there's bound to at least be some hidden bullsh*t you will be walking into, you're starting at the bottom of the totem pole in terms of seniority, which means you have little security that affects confidence. No vacation/sick days/insurance usually for a couple of months really sucks too.
I'm not asking for much, I'll even take lower pay in trade to keep my mental health stable which is far more important. A job should be just about the job itself, unfortunately a lot of the time it involves entitled, greedy, narcissistic jerks who will start picking you apart on your first day and continue to do so as long as they're allowed to. The only thing worse than an a**hole is an a**hole who has mental or financial power above you and knows it.
I am selfish I'm everyþing I do.
I talk a game of self-condemnation, but I can feel inside þæt even þæt is selfish and superficial (except for very brief flickers of meaningit); I desperately wish, þo it's wrong, þæt some mind reader would come up to me and sat, "I have seen and heard your self-punishment, you've suffered enough, I hereby absolve you, let me take you away" and þæt she become my dear friend.
At least as much as someone as selfish as me can even be a friend.
I wish my self-castigation were at all times truþful and self-sacrificing, instead of coded bid for forgiveness and companionship.
I talk a game of self-condemnation, but I can feel inside þæt even þæt is selfish and superficial (except for very brief flickers of meaningit); I desperately wish, þo it's wrong, þæt some mind reader would come up to me and sat, "I have seen and heard your self-punishment, you've suffered enough, I hereby absolve you, let me take you away" and þæt she become my dear friend.
At least as much as someone as selfish as me can even be a friend.
I wish my self-castigation were at all times truþful and self-sacrificing, instead of coded bid for forgiveness and companionship.
I think its been 26 days on the oral antifungal (I'm losing track of time here). I can eat, which is a blessing, but still have issues. I see the dentist tomorrow (Tuesday).
Also having blood pressure problems, which considering the extra stressors of the last month isn't too far fetched. The problem with that is I panic and the my blood pressure gets worse. Like I start scrambling around in my mind, "what do I do?" "do I go to the hospital?" and then that translates into even higher blood pressure.
Also having blood pressure problems, which considering the extra stressors of the last month isn't too far fetched. The problem with that is I panic and the my blood pressure gets worse. Like I start scrambling around in my mind, "what do I do?" "do I go to the hospital?" and then that translates into even higher blood pressure.
Was doing some research only to find out i have had many doctors fail me and lie to my face over the last 6 months about my care and some procedures or testing I may need. I have advocated for myself a lot since making break throughs in therapy and I have always explicitly stated I need trauma informed care. But none of them care about me or my needs or my limitations. (Or my mental health apparently) They only care about themselves and their comfort. They dont even care to refer me to someone who is willing to meet me on my level.
So it's a heavy and difficult mixture of emotions and that gif is the only way I can express those emotions in this moment.
Thank you asking me. I appreciate it.
So it's a heavy and difficult mixture of emotions and that gif is the only way I can express those emotions in this moment.
Thank you asking me. I appreciate it.
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