Well, update: the message had already been sent and I hadn't acutely memorized having done so, so for this apology letter, at least, proofread need is void. However, it means a lot to have had responses, and if I can push through and find reason to live in this life-attempt to a quality in the same plane of existence as that which I lament not having seized and built this particular run so far, I'll eventually come round asking for proofreaders again.