Empathy Only SF saved me once, I hope it can save me again =]

[LynxStars]

I had depression for 5 years... 2 years ago was my lowest point of my life. I attempted suicide twice but failed.
I was doing nothing every day, just skipping classes, drinking alcohol and sleeping...
Then, I found SF and started chatting with ppl online. I like this feeling... I want to be alone, but I am lonely.
With SF, I can chat with ppl online but not in real-life... being alone but less lonely.

I met a friend here once. His name is Rockyhill and I am not sure if he is still active in this forum. I miss him =]

Anyway, I am getting better... but these days, feel like that darkness is consuming me again... The reason I was getting better is my boyfriend. He is my everything. Without him, I probably not here anymore. Though, I am feeling distance between us these days... I am scared. I know I should not rely on people that much, though he gave me hopes. Without him, I am nothing....

I started thinking things in the bad way again... even though it might not be true.. I feel like I am turning back to the old me. So perhaps, I need SF to save me again...? idk, lol

Did SF save you? What is your story?

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

@LynxStars
Welcome back. sorry you are struggling again. You need to find contentment with yourself. It worked for you once so it work again. Lots of good people here. SF has really helped the loneliness.

 

[KM76710]

@LynxStars

Hello and welcome back. I hope that you will find some new friends here, I hope the best for you.

 

[Javier]

Welcome back. It's good to hear that you got better last time. I hope this opportunity will be the same.