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Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?
- Thread starter Petal
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Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?
I'm going to kill myself on Christmas. Tres appropos. It gives the woman time to come get my dog so she'll be taken care of. Only one person will miss me or care, and they understand. Everyone else won't give a sh*t and can f*ck off. I'm not feeling this way for another year. I refuse to do it.
I'm going to kill myself on Christmas. Tres appropos. It gives the woman time to come get my dog so she'll be taken care of. Only one person will miss me or care, and they understand. Everyone else won't give a sh*t and can f*ck off. I'm not feeling this way for another year. I refuse to do it.
Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?
Yes, extremely so. I've been feeling that way a lot lately. I really have no reason to believe that things will change. All the time I just dread facing the day. I can't seem to get anything done and I'm just stuck in the same place I've been for a while now. I've tried to get better but I really don't have the resources any more to keep trying new meds and I can't afford therapy anymore.
I've been trying to just ignore things that make me anxious and depressed but it seems that I can't face the normal everyday events that most people can deal with fine.
The only thing that has kept me from dying is that I think I'd fail if I ever tried to do it. I've been to the hospital before after a previous attempt and I never want to experience something like that again. So unless some magical sure-fire way to die comes along I am just going to keep feeling the same way I always do...
Yes, extremely so. I've been feeling that way a lot lately. I really have no reason to believe that things will change. All the time I just dread facing the day. I can't seem to get anything done and I'm just stuck in the same place I've been for a while now. I've tried to get better but I really don't have the resources any more to keep trying new meds and I can't afford therapy anymore.
I've been trying to just ignore things that make me anxious and depressed but it seems that I can't face the normal everyday events that most people can deal with fine.
The only thing that has kept me from dying is that I think I'd fail if I ever tried to do it. I've been to the hospital before after a previous attempt and I never want to experience something like that again. So unless some magical sure-fire way to die comes along I am just going to keep feeling the same way I always do...
Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?
Yes. My life is coming to a natural end and there's nothing that I can do about it. Aging isn't pretty and neither is death by natural causes. Increasingly, I have to fight to work up enough energy to take care of mundane tasks. I'm much sicker this year than I was last year. I don't know why. Decline is inevitable but the dramatic difference is disheartening.
Yes. My life is coming to a natural end and there's nothing that I can do about it. Aging isn't pretty and neither is death by natural causes. Increasingly, I have to fight to work up enough energy to take care of mundane tasks. I'm much sicker this year than I was last year. I don't know why. Decline is inevitable but the dramatic difference is disheartening.
.Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?
Isn't it weird how certain types of weather can be triggering? We get a lot of snow where I live too, so I think it's only going to get worse for me once winter is in full swing.
Still feeling a bit sick today, so I don't really have the energy to be suicidal right now.
Isn't it weird how certain types of weather can be triggering? We get a lot of snow where I live too, so I think it's only going to get worse for me once winter is in full swing.
Still feeling a bit sick today, so I don't really have the energy to be suicidal right now.
