Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?

[Pad]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

yes, im excited about her moving closer, but we will actually see each other less. Bet she gets a boyfriend soon too and i will end up forgotten again. the more i think about my future the more i see its never going to end happily for me. I dont want to feel like this, i would rather not be. I cant remember the last day i didnt want to die

 

[lightbeam]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

Yes. And my plans were foiled once again.

 

[Emily]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

well im back from my youth group and feel like crap. i dont know why, i had a good evening seeing the kids again after the holidays but seeing them all so happy makes me wish i was happy too. and knowing i never will be feels like a knife through my heart...i feel like such a burdon to my family and the few friends i have, i feel that things would be easier for them if i wasnt here!

 

[Tobes]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

Not particularly

 

[necrodude]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

not now. but i do want to hurt

 

[airfobrat]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

so very...nothing is helping..and i have nobody to talk to bc all the chats i go to aren't working for some reason

 

[helena]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

yes, and I don't know if I can keep the promise to myself and hold on for eleven years more.....maybe I can get the kids ready to understand....

 

[swimmergirl]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

Yes, but i can't even get out of bed because I feel so lost. I just want to disappear.

 

[mike25]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

Probably not, IDK.

 

[Tobes]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

Half and half

 

[warwithlife16]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

sort of yes ... but in about 2 hours i probably will be worse. Its on and off.

 

[mike25]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

No....

 

[Evixen]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

Yup, pretty much everyday, but I'm getting better at hiding it again. Good luck to anyone that feels suicidal, remember there's always hope.

 

[whiskeylullaby]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

...yes.

 

[alexander]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

Yes, I want to go home wherever that may be, I feel like a fish out of water in this body, and the only liquid that seems to help sooth my pain contains a high concentration of alcohol, I'm tired, so very tired, I look at the stars at night and I cry, I don't know why.

 

[TBear]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

G-d help me, yes - I can't pull out of it
Too much pain to take
I hate life - I am so inadequate

 

[total eclipse]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

Yes right now yes god she is driving me over the edge i hate me so much i wish all our pain would just stop

 

[klodo]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

Yes, another horrible Monday morning with no future and no escape. I drank so much on Saturday night that it took me all day to get over it. I started to buy tablets last week ready for the final countdown. I don't know whether I want to hold on to see a final Christmas or not yet. I like autumn but the new year is always too much.

 

[Cortez]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

Yes, I am crying uncontrollably.

 

[lightbeam]

Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

No, not really.