Thank you for your compassion about that, I appreciate it a lot

I am definitely hoping for that too even though it’s feeling a bit hopeless right now. Doing my best to stay strong & positive about things. Can always be worse for sure. Glad you aren’t feeling mad right now.
True, one of the many things I’m feeling these days. If there was a way to know my death date with 100% accuracy I think my answer right now would be an absolute “YES, please!” lol. Would probably start counting down to it, horrible as that is to say, it’s the truth.
I am feeling deeply rejected and unappreciated by some people right now.