Aw, well thank you again, and same to you

Ya I was quite down in the dumps the other day when I said my answer would be “yes” to wanting to know my death date. Now that I’m more myself/in my right mind, my answer is the same as yours. I would feel a lot of pressure from it too. I hope that day doesn’t come soon for either of us either.
True, pretty much always felt that way. I don’t think it’s the end of the world though cos there’s so many ambitious people already so if there’s some people (like me lol) who aren’t terribly ambitious, I don’t think it’s a bad thing. It sucks cos of meaning less $, but aside from that, I’m fine with being that way overall.
I am looking forward to today being a rainy day.