I have left the vape behind completely now and have been sat around with smokers for a night recently. That was pretty odd. I kept looking at them with a feeling of wonder and disgust. Like "I'd really like to smoke that" mixed with "fuck, that's disgusting". So though not many people know that I have quit, still, because I'm too chicken to look like the utter failure of life that I am.. it's been a while now and I'm pretty good on not falling off the wagon. There's been stress and hanging with people and all sorts of things and it seems okay.
