Last week I went to band practice and the frontman spent some time trying to come up with lyrics and vocal melody for a song we're working on. One line ended with, "Of my brooookeeen soooouul." He was thinking of something to rhyme it with and I started singing, "Son, you juuuuuuust gooooot tooooooold." The bassist said "told" at the same time I did and we all just started laughing together. It was stupid, but it was great. Today I found myself smiling and laughing occasionally while at work because I was thinking of that, and all this in spite of having a spell of suicidal thoughts the past couple days.
I really like and appreciate my bandmates. I don't think they have any idea I've felt suicidal for a while, but I have reasons that I give myself to hold on for at least a while and they are the source of several.