Had one when I was 7, then 11 - i really was head over heals about her, we were completely in love and I spent every second I could with her, but I moved school and never saw her again, really tore me up, then another at 15 - didn't go well, I didn't really like her very much but we tried anyway. And that leads to now, I'm 18, where I have no one, can't recall the last time I even spoke to a girl. Though writing this, I notice a trend of one every 4 years, so maybe I'm due to meet someone when I'm 19, can but hope.