Name: Lauren
Age: 17 (18 on the 29th of this month!)
Location: Scottishland
Occupation: Student
I...
I KNOW: Never enough. I always want to know more.
I WANT: Everything, which is stupid, because most of it, I can't have.
I HAVE: Someone wonderful. About the only thing I have going for me!
I WISH: I could stop messing him around by being all over the place. It can't be any fun.
I HATE: Trolls and people who belittle SF; people who are fake or arrogant.
I MISS: Not caring about anything. Caring all the time, about everything...is exhausting.
I FEAR: People looking at me when I can hear/see their reactions; spiders; vomit.
I HEAR: Chat beeping, and my computer whirring.
I SEARCH: For meaning and purpose all the time. Haven't really found much yet.
I WONDER: How I can help more people. Because that's all I want to do, help people.
I REGRET: Not writing more - but when I sit down to do it, my mind goes blank.
I LOVE: Words, helping people, the person Spikey refers to as Lovebird #2 :tongue: and song lyrics that sum up how I'm feeling.
I ACHE: To have someone beside me, sometimes. To hurt myself, sometimes. Neither happens.
I CARE: Too much, according to some people.
I ALWAYS: Try to put other people first.
I AM NOT: A good/worthwhile person. I try to be, but there are things I will never be able to stop.
I DANCE: Naked some mornings when I'm getting ready.
I SING: Often when I get a song stuck in my head.
I CRY: Alone.
I DO: Not much. No wonder my parents are always saying how lazy I am

I FIGHT: As little as I can.
I WRITE: Nothing that isn't for uni or here. I know. Some aspiring novelist I am.
I WIN: Not so much, really.
I LOSE: Time, because almost every day is a day wasted.
I CONFUSE: Myself, and other people, very often.
I LISTEN: To music a lot, and try to lose myself in it. I've come close before, but never managed it.
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: At home. Where else?
I NEED: A good kick up the backside.
I AM HAPPY: Less often than I should be.
I SHOULD HAVE: Never stopped writing. Maybe I should have fought back against that girl. If I'd known then that at the end of those two years I'd be suicidal for another almost 3 years, maybe I would have.
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Trouser wise - black. Underpants...grey, and they say "Young, free and single" :tongue:
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO? Mondo Bongo, by Joe Strummer and the Mescaleros. It was in Mr and Mrs Smith.
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: None really.
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: I don't know. The blind is down because it's dark.
HOW ARE YOU?: A bit blank.
DO YOU?
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: No, thank GOD.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Yes - biting my nails.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Mostly.
FAVORITES
TV SHOW: Home & Away or Criminal Minds

MAGAZINE: Web User; Writers' Forum.
FOOD: I don't really have one, I guess.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Just sit and watch DVDs. I never do anything. I don't have a life, you see.
HAVE YOU?
BROKEN THE LAW?: Er - yes. Shhh!
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: No.
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: No...bit hard when you live one storey up with no convenient drainpipes :tongue:
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: No. I can't swim, so it didn't seem wise.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: No...
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: No. Why would you? That's gross.
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: No.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: No. I'm a little goody girly.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: No.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Sort of. We did a nativity play where I was a reader a couple of times.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: No.
EVER HAD A MAJOR REGRET: No, because I never do anything.
LOVE
BOYFRIEND / GIRLFRIEND: Yes.
CHILDREN: No, and...I don't know if I'll EVER want kids.
BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Never had anyone to get over.
BEEN HURT?: In love? No.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET?: I don't have one.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR 3 DAYS: No, but I came close, only to freak out.
RANDOM
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: No. I need to get one though.
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW?: A free Legends CD.
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Either brick red or spring green. I always liked those.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Knowing that I have someone who isn't going anywhere.
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: The people on here, and one in particular.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: I don't know. The Beatles' Number Ones CD maybe.
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Lots of people on here, and a couple people I was at school with.
WHEN / WHAT-WAS-THE-LAST?
TIME YOU CRIED?: Umm probably a couple days ago.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: Last week, from a girl I was at school with.
YOU GOT E-MAIL: This morning. A poem :tongue:
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Ugly Betty :biggrin: SUCH A GOOD SHOW!!!
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: I think it was The Devil Wears Prada. If it wasn't, I don't know :laugh:
YOUR THOUGHTS ON
ABORTION: Personal choice.
TEENAGE SMOKING?: Yick.
SPICE GIRLS?: I love them. Good times :tongue:
SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE: Don't see why not.
DOWNLOADING MUSIC ILLEGALLY: I don't do it any more. Not for years now
