Who are you ??

[barto]

Name: Mel
Age: 14
Location: Vermont
Occupation: Student

I KNOW: That I know nothing
I WANT: To escape
I HAVE: OCD, anxiety, and insomnia.
I WISH: I could move far, far away.
I HATE: Close-mindedness.
I MISS: Tanner...
I FEAR: Small spaces and myself.
I HEAR: Silence.*
I SEARCH: For my place in this world.
I WONDER: If I'll ever make it out
I REGRET: So, so many things*
I LOVE: My cat and friends
I ACHE: Well, I have chronic leg pain..
I CARE: About my friends and cat.
I ALWAYS: Second guess myself.
I AM NOT: Too young to understand*
I DANCE: After too much sugar.
I SING: Like Justin Bieber with a sinus infection
I CRY: More than usual lately...
I DO: Want to make it through this.
I FIGHT: I'm a lover, not a fighter
I WRITE: Poetry on occasion.
I WIN: Rarely...
I LOSE: at life in general and The Game.*
I CONFUSE: Easily.
I LISTEN: to metal!
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: Shut in my room.
I NEED: Emancipation.*
I AM HAPPY: When I'm at a concert.
I SHOULD HAVE:*
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Black
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO OR WATCHING?: Bad Reputation-Joan Jett
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Nothing
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: Bleak
HOW ARE YOU? Indifferent*

DO YOU ?
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: Rarely.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: More than I can list.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: On a blue moon, yes.

FAVORITES
TV SHOW: Breaking Bad, House, Dexter, South Park*
MAGAZINE: Decibel*
FOOD: Grapefruit :3*
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Concerts sometimes, mostly stay home by myself..

HAVE YOU?*
BROKEN THE LAW: Maybe
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Sort of...
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Yeah...
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: No.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Yes
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: LoL no.
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: No.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: I've thought about it
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: No.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Against my will...
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yeah.
EVER HAD A MAJOR REGRET: Yes.
BOYFRIEND / GIRLFRIEND: One...
CHILDREN: NO, yuck!
BEEN IN LOVE?: No.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Meh.
BEEN HURT?: Yeah...
YOUR GREATEST REGRET?: I don't know which to choose..
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR 3 DAYS: Nope.

RANDOM
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Nope.
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Porcupine Tree is playing on my iPod now..
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: I like purple..
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Concerts and being told I matter.
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Concerts and being told I matter.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Bloody Kisses—Type O Negative
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Amelia, Tony, Briee, Will, Hallie, and Sarah.

WHEN/WHAT WAS THE LAST:*
TIME YOU CRIED?: Couple weeks.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: A month ago from a French pen-pal.
YOU GOT E-MAIL: Does Facebook spam count?
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Soul Eater
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Black Swan.

YOUR THOUGHTS ON
ABORTION: I wouldn't get one...
TEENAGE SMOKING: I don't like the smell...*
SPICE GIRLS: Yuck :S
SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE: I liek mudkipz...
DOWNLOADING MUSIC ILLEGALLY: I actually don't do this, believe it or not. I like knowing that I am funding the artists I like to be able to make more kick ass music. Also, I don't want Lars to sue me :P

 

[foreverforgotten]

Brandy
21years
Female
Live in Arizona, US
Cashier at Walmart >.>
Want to be a professional photographer and
one of those environmental people that clean up
beaches and animals after oil spills or various other things.
Intrests: art drawing, sketch, comic illustration,
manga art, photography, crafts, violin, cello, birds,
animals, writing, poetry, love >:

 

[xToxThexGravex]

Name: Just call me Cipher
Age: 19
Location: Connecticut
Occupation: Enlistee in the military

I KNOW: A lot about nothing
I WANT: Freedom, happiness, love, money, stuff like that...
I HAVE: Suicidal tendencies, a drinking problem, and a lot of bad thoughts
I WISH: I could move out!
I HATE: Humanity
I MISS: My friends
I FEAR: Bees
I HEAR: Mr. Danko Jones \m/
I SEARCH: Well, I try to search for what I want, but no dice as of yet
I WONDER: Will World War 3 happen tomorrow?
I REGRET: Everything, and yet nothing
I LOVE: My friends, and my music
I ACHE: I'm tough. I walk it off...
I CARE: My friends
I ALWAYS: Get pissed off
I AM NOT: A bad person, per se
I DANCE: To techno
I SING: Rock/Metal, but I'm more of a guitar player
I CRY: Sometimes
I DO: Hate myself
I FIGHT: Everyone, perdominantly
I WRITE: Stories, poetry, music, you name it
I WIN: Even when I lose, so SUCK IT XD
I LOSE: I never lose.
I CONFUSE: Everyone
I LISTEN: To REAL music, vis-a-vis Rock and Metal
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: Bloodied and scarred
I NEED: Someone to love me
I AM HAPPY: Very rarely
I SHOULD HAVE: What I want
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Blue
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO OR WATCHING?: Danko Jones- I Think Bad Thoughts
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Captain Morgan's and cheese
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: Sunny and chilly
HOW ARE YOU? Eh...

DO YOU ?
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: No
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Too many
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Perdominantly

FAVORITES
TV SHOW: The Walking Dead, Gangland, Metalocalypse
MAGAZINE: Revolver, Sports Illustrated
FOOD: Pizza, Tacos, Nachos
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Drink, watch sports, listen to music, fuck around online

HAVE YOU?*
BROKEN THE LAW: Luckily, no
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: I wish
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Yes
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: No
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Tons...
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: Loads XD
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: No
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Loads of times
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Once, I think
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Yes
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Loads of times
EVER HAD A MAJOR REGRET: They're all the same
BOYFRIEND / GIRLFRIEND: One
CHILDREN: Maybe later
BEEN IN LOVE?: Once
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Not really
BEEN HURT?: DUH!
YOUR GREATEST REGRET?: All
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR 3 DAYS: No

RANDOM
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: No
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: J-Rock and Swedish death metal
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Red
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Music, drinking, someone telling me they love me
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Look at the question above!
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Endgame by Megadeth
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Everyone on SF

WHEN/WHAT WAS THE LAST:
TIME YOU CRIED?: Yesterday
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: Don't remember
YOU GOT E-MAIL: Today?
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Gangland
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Shutter Island, I think

YOUR THOUGHTS ON
ABORTION: I'm pro-choice
TEENAGE SMOKING: I don't care
SPICE GIRLS: Lolwut?
SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE: As long as you use a condom
DOWNLOADING MUSIC ILLEGALLY: I'm broke, so yes!

 

[LillMy8989]

Name; Veronica
age; 21 (make it 112 SWEs helpline)
Was born; Up in cold north swede
is doing; seeing lightness fall, all aver and again, again... will it ever stop.....
Folks thoughts(minds); Crazy, not 'normal', bitchy(?),
mine thoughts; Generous(<I am!)
Eating; Caffeine-drowned carpet
licking; Wasted drops

"It's released, hide!"

a Ques how NORMAL..

 

[Takotsubo]

bump it !

name : eddy

location : CA

occupation : retail

currently thinking : who else here lives in C.A.

 

[Lizzy95]

Name: Lizzy
Age: 16
Sex: Female
Live: Chicago, IL
I want to be: Content :/
Interests: Baseball/softball, literature
Stuffer from: Anxiety, Depression

 

[Aurelia]

Tanya
22 Y.O.
Female
Born in Ukraine, live in Philadelphia
Student, major in psychology
Want to be a therapist
Interested in scandinavian metal (bands), spongebob, mental disorders
Diagnosis: Borderline PD with Avoidant & Dependent features, Social Anxiety

 

[LillMy8989]

Name; Veronica
Age; 22
Country; Sweden
Do; Nothing but suicide attempts
Do for real living; Nothing

I wanna die!

 

[Baldr]

Vince(nt)
male
I live in the Netherlands
14 years old
cars and history are my passions

 

[xEmmax]

Heyyy =]

I'm Emma
20 years old
From Surrey in England
Studying Veterinary Nursing and Bioveterinary Science at Bristol university
No idea what I want to do in life
Big animal lover, especially dogs

If there's anyone from my part of the world or with similar interests or even just anyone that fancies a chat - chuck me a message =]

 

[Lebe]

Hey
I'm leah
I'm 16
I live in the south of england
Almost finished school
Want to become a midwife
I love rock, metal and screamo music
I suffer from depression

xx
xx

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I'm Christy
26 years old
live in a small town in Michigan
didn't go to college, but don't really think I need to for what I want
want to be a filmmaker, musician, and more
I like all types of movies, music, books, animals, etc.

 

[xXxSomeonexXx]

I WANT: love and happiness
I HAVE: a laptop
I WISH: My life could get better
I HATE: annoying humans (at school mostly)
I MISS: my best friend
I FEAR: I'll die before i get to live my dream (living in the wilderness off the grid)
I HEAR: my heater in my room
I SEARCH: book shelves
I WONDER: where my marbles have gone
I REGRET: being 17 and not having a license yet because i'm afraid to drive (or be in a moving car)
I LOVE: my best friend
I ACHE: in my head
I CARE: too much about how others see me
I ALWAYS: wonder why
I AM NOT: a christian
I DANCE: in the rain (rain brightens my mood for some reason, well to be out in it)
I SING: when i'm happy
I CRY: at least once a week (alone)
I DO: like country music (sssshhhhhh don't tell anyone)
I FIGHT: with my inner emotions all the time
I WRITE: stories to get out my emotions in a healthy way, though my stories are very demented
I WIN: nothing
I LOSE: every good friend i make (they all move away, at least 2 states away)
I CONFUSE: everyone i talk to
I LISTEN: to my ipod in the car
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: in my room, door locked
I NEED: a hug
I AM HAPPY: when i do nice things for others or am with my best friend or reading a book or watching my favorite movie
I SHOULD HAVE: run away from home
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: grey
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO OR WATCHING?: N/A
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: chinese food
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: cold
HOW ARE YOU? horrible!
D O Y O U ?
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: no
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: yes
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: no!
F A V O R I T E S
TV SHOW: Buffy the Vampire Slayer
MAGAZINE: Seventeen
SODA: Dr. Pepper
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: be alone
H A V E Y O U ?
BROKEN THE LAW: hasn't everyone
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: no
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: sadly, no
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: not yet
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: when i was little
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: of course, but with their permission
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: well i pretended i was sick when i was better, to stay out longer
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: never
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: I'm in Advanced Theater! of course!
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: many times
EVER HAD A MAJOR REGRET: you betcha
L O V E
BOYFRIEND / GIRLFRIEND: not at the moment
CHILDREN: no!
BEEN IN LOVE?: no..... :'(
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: no
BEEN HURT?: yes
YOUR GREATEST REGRET?: I DON'T KNOW
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR 3 DAYS: no
R A N D O M
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Beach Boys greatest hits-don't judge me
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: black or grey
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: when i lose weight
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: when i see my best friend (she's the only reason i'm still alive, seriously)
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: an MCR cd, the only one of their's i don't have
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: besides my best friends, my friends at school
W H E N / w h a t - w a s - t h e - l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: Today
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: holidays
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: That 70's Show
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Moneyball
y o u r - t h o u g h t s - o n
ABORTION: It's their right
TEENAGE SMOKING: they can do it if they want
SPICE GIRLS: IDK
SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE: It's fine
DOWNLOADING MUSIC ILLEGALLY:I love it, that's where i get all my music!

 

[jimk]

i'm Jim
almost 65 now
depression, DID , OCD and touch of schiz have been with me forever.
got a 35 yr old son john who is autistic who lives with me most of the time.. he is my salvation
love music in almost all flavors.. got an honory PHD in crying in the beer music
own almost every dvd know to humans.. grandma was good to me..
live about 40 miles south of Seattle.. traveled all over the world cause dad was in the air force..
came back home 20 yrs ago..
i love to meet new people.. find everyone pretty amazing and interesting.
childhood was hell.. ex katie and i have tried with every ounce of energy we could to make johnny's life better than ours was.

 

[Tmacster1]

Hello

Name: Trevor
Age: 18
Male
I'm from Seattle Born & Raised
I'm currently going to community college trying to be a nurse
I love rock and progressive metal
I suffer from Suicidal thoughts and mild depression episodes.

 

[Rei]

~ Name: Translates to 'Grace'
~ Age: 27
~ Gender: I guess you'd call it "female"
~ Lives In: Europe; but not where I was born anymore, since I moved out of "my" country 10 years ago

~ Interests: Playing Games ~ Watching LP's ~ Supernatural (TV Show) ~ Watching Videos (Or Shows Online) ~ Making Videos ~ Making Tutorials ~ Listening To Music ~ Making Music ~ Webdesign ~ Graphics And Graphic-Design (Digital Art, Drawing, Painting etc) ~ Game-Design ~ Programming ~ IT ~ Photography ~ Handcrafting ~ Cooking & Baking ~ Reading ~ Writing ~ Psychology ~ Medicine ~ Marketing / Sales ~ Law ~ Sociology ~ Languages

~ What's Going On With Me: I got theories, nothing else.

 

[snarrylover]

I'm Vicky
I'm 24
I'm female
I live in Bolton in England
I work at Marks and Spencer, woohoo! I'd love to go to Uni though and study criminology
I like Harry Potter, MW3 on xbox, reading gay books lol, writing, clothes, animals, singing to myself, cocktails
I suffer from depression and social anxiety

 

[Growing Pains]

The name I go by is on my profile. ~
I'm 20 for the next six days.
I think of myself as genderqueer.
I live in a small town in North Carolina. Lived here pretty much all my life. No... literally all my life. When you grow up poor, you don't move around much.
I will, hopefully, be returning to school this year. Still haven't decided what I want to study.
I love animals. Dogs and rodents especially. I have three dogs of my own, three rodents, and a cat.
I love to write. I'd love to be a writer one day, but I realize how hard doing so would be. Not to mention how hard it would be to make the career profitable. Right now, I do freelance right in my spare time.
I was diagnosed with depression many years ago, haven't been to a psychiatrist/psychologist/anyone since. So, what's going on with me now? Your guess is as good as mine. I primarily battle depressive episodes, suicidal ideation, social issues, and self harm.

 

[AdrianR]

Hi there, my name is Adrian, I'm a 25 year old male from Cape Town, South Africa and I'm currently studying at university. OK, next two questions I cannot answer,

What do I want: I have no idea anymore, maybe just love I suppose
Interests: I have none anymore, they're all gone due to massive depressive disorder

Suffer from: major depression, Asperger's syndrome, sugar addiction, obesity and immense self-hatred.

 

[youRprecious!]

Hi there Adrian, and welcome to SF I wish I'd got to see Cape Town before we left Africa (Malawi and Zim). I'm a grandmother of 6, mum of 4, and am on the journey of making my mind into my friend despite the reasons it has for not wanting to be