Why does no one give a fuck :(

[Javier]

i feel a little better today went to bed at a good time and feel a lot better

Glad to hear that you are feeling better today.

 

[ellierose]

Glad to hear that you are feeling better today.

still bit rough feeling though quite badly ig

 

[ellierose]

@TreeShade17 I was clean for 5 months but did it last night. now i have to re start

 

[Ash600]

I was clean for 5 months but did it last night. now i have to re start

Two ways you could look at it. Either yes, as a restart or, as just one slip up in the last 5 months. Personally I'd go for the latter as it demonstrates the progress you have made in being clean. So why let it pass?

 

[ellierose]

Two ways you could look at it. Either yes, as a restart or, as just one slip up in the last 5 months. Personally I'd go for the latter as it demonstrates the progress you have made in being clean. So why let it pass?

i know just bit shit i relapsed as i have to re start

 

[TreeShade17]

@ellierose it's not good being too hard on yourself and I agree with @Ash600 on this

 

[ellierose]

@ellierose it's not good being too hard on yourself and I agree with @Ash600 on this

yeah ik but still i turned my life around but ive fucked it

 

[Ash600]

i know just bit shit i relapsed as i have to re start

It's understandable being on a downer over this. Try not to be too hard on yourself. You have to re-start, then go again. Being clean for 5 mnths is one hell of an achievement and shows what can be done.

 

[ellierose]

It's understandable being on a downer over this. Try not to be too hard on yourself. You have to re-start, then go again. Being clean for 5 mnths is one hell of an achievement and shows what can be done.

yeah but it is no point because ive screwed up and i should just give up with trying to be clean as its stupid

 

[TreeShade17]

@ellierose it's not over you just gave in but you can rebuild again n stop you can do it

 

[ellierose]

@ellierose it's not over you just gave in but you can rebuild again n stop you can do it

but its clear that maybe i am not doing good with trying to stop. why is it so hard

 

[TreeShade17]

but its clear that maybe i am not doing good with trying to stop. why is it so hard

@ellierose it's an addiction it is hard to beat but can be done I really hope you can do it

 

[ellierose]

@ellierose it's an addiction it is hard to beat but can be done I really hope you can do it

dont thinki can wanna come on support chat with me and richard?

 

[TreeShade17]

dont thinki can wanna come on support chat with me and richard?

Yes but I'm in middle of cooking

 

[ellierose]

Yes but I'm in middle of cooking

you love food im just supporting them so join if ya wanna help or idm

 

[ellierose]

the urges arrgggghhh @TreeShade17

 

[TreeShade17]

the urges arrgggghhh @TreeShade17

Imagine your hugging me maybe that'll help

 

[ellierose]

Imagine your hugging me maybe that'll help

maybe. you doing anything tonight?

 

[TreeShade17]

maybe. you doing anything tonight?

Nothing much just tunes on was thinking of watching stuff, do you go clubs?

 

[ellierose]

Nothing much just tunes on was thinking of watching stuff, do you go clubs?

Not now I have little one she's my focus I am watching footie