Witty's funtime house

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Today was sort of a chaotic time. I got up early because we had agreed to go spend time over at my family friend/nephew's place. We hadn't been there in over a month and I was glad to be able to see the cats again. They were happy to see me so that made me happy too. We did some shopping and I got some goodies, and we stopped at Taco Bell to get some food. I got the luxe cravings box, which consists of this for only $7:

The Luxe Cravings Box includes a Chalupa Supreme, Beefy 5-Layer Burrito, and Double Stacked Taco. But there's more. The box also includes chips and nacho cheese sauce, and a medium fountain drink on the side.

And I got a new vanilla cream frozen lemonade as my drink option, so that was pretty good too. I only had a bit of each of the food items because it's a lot to eat. I still have some leftovers but not sure if I will eat or not.

Since I've had pain in my shoulder so much lately, my family friend gave me a stronger pain med because regular ones aren't cutting it. And it was fine at first but then about an hour ago, I started to feel dizzy and weird and sick. It might have been side effects of the meds on their own, or how it interacted with other meds that I take. So I was sitting in the truck waiting and thought maybe I will feel better, but I felt more sick and thought I'd be able to wait until I got home but of course not. So I was throwing up, luckily I got it in a bag though and I went to throw that out when i got home. Then he was telling our neighbor that I threw up and I didn't want a bunch of people to do that. Plus I tend to pee when I throw up because of how forceful that can be and my nephew made fun of that too. Actually the reason we didn't stay there is because he was really being an ass, and then he's being sweet and it's hard to know what he's going to do next so it's hard to deal with. But anyway today was a lot and I just hope tomorrow is better.

 

[JMG]

It's good to be able to come here and talk and know that people will listen and care, so I'm never really alone in that regard. Not sure what I would do without the site to be honest, because I've met some great people through here. And it helps that people really understand where you are coming from because they have gone through similar experiences. It will be nice to be around for a while and just see what happens and what inventions and things will come out in the future. I wonder if we'll see flying cars and stuff in our lifetime but who knows. Aww thanks, just felt lonely the other day I guess and then I posted that stuff but I'm doing ok now. No, that's not too many at all, look how much I post after all. Yeah my nephew sent that pic, he said the cats were kissing and cuddling and that it was romantic.

Hey, ok gonna do replies separately this time lol but I did read your latest post in here and intend on replying to that one too of course.

Thanks for your reply here and also the others, didn’t have a chance to read the others yet but I will be after replying in here Anyway I’m glad you feel like it’s good to be able to come here and talk, and that you know that people will listen and care Yup you are definitely never alone because we’re here and we care. I understand about not being sure what you’d do without this site, same here for sure. I too have met some great people on this site for sure, and regardless of whether I have really gotten on much of a “talking often” kind of basis with many people here or not, I still feel comforted knowing they are here and would be able to understand (and hopefully care too) about suicidal feelings. That can be a hard thing to be understood on in most places I think. Yup exactly like you said, it feels great to be understood on things cos others here have been through similar experiences.

Lol I agree that it’ll be nice to (hopefully) be around for a while and get to see what “new” things become a part of our world. New “good” things I should clarify on that lol. I’m soo curious about the new inventions that will come out in the future. I have a feeling they will definitely blow us away big time. Lol ya I hope we will get to see flying cars, can’t believe they aren’t already a thing cos with all the other incredible technology in this world, it definitely feels like a thing that’s possible to do. Whatever they do with planes, they just gotta do in a mini, car shaped version pretty much lol. Oh and that doesn’t use gas though but something completely environmentally friendly/sustainable of course

You’re welcome though, and aw I’m sorry again that you felt lonely the other day, I’m glad that feeling didn’t last for long though at least Glad you are feeling better now too of course, that is great. Lol aw thank you for the kind reassurance about my 4 in 1 reply not being too much. I probably worry too much about that sometimes, just don’t ever want to be overwhelming or annoying to anyone if I can help it.

Omg that’s so sweet that your nephew sent you that pic of the kitties and that he said they were kissing, cuddling and that it was romantic, that is too cute and funny lol :p 😂🥰❤️

 

[JMG]

Today was sort of a chaotic time. I got up early because we had agreed to go spend time over at my family friend/nephew's place. We hadn't been there in over a month and I was glad to be able to see the cats again. They were happy to see me so that made me happy too. We did some shopping and I got some goodies, and we stopped at Taco Bell to get some food. I got the luxe cravings box, which consists of this for only $7:

The Luxe Cravings Box includes a Chalupa Supreme, Beefy 5-Layer Burrito, and Double Stacked Taco. But there's more. The box also includes chips and nacho cheese sauce, and a medium fountain drink on the side.

And I got a new vanilla cream frozen lemonade as my drink option, so that was pretty good too. I only had a bit of each of the food items because it's a lot to eat. I still have some leftovers but not sure if I will eat or not.

Since I've had pain in my shoulder so much lately, my family friend gave me a stronger pain med because regular ones aren't cutting it. And it was fine at first but then about an hour ago, I started to feel dizzy and weird and sick. It might have been side effects of the meds on their own, or how it interacted with other meds that I take. So I was sitting in the truck waiting and thought maybe I will feel better, but I felt more sick and thought I'd be able to wait until I got home but of course not. So I was throwing up, luckily I got it in a bag though and I went to throw that out when i got home. Then he was telling our neighbor that I threw up and I didn't want a bunch of people to do that. Plus I tend to pee when I throw up because of how forceful that can be and my nephew made fun of that too. Actually the reason we didn't stay there is because he was really being an ass, and then he's being sweet and it's hard to know what he's going to do next so it's hard to deal with. But anyway today was a lot and I just hope tomorrow is better.

Liked on this post for those “positive” things that happened only, wanted to clarify on that really quick before doing my main reply to it

Glad you got to see the kitties, and that they were happy to see you too. Aw I’m sure they absolutely love and adore you of course That’s really awesome that you got to eat that yummy Taco Bell luxe cravings box too. We have Taco Bell here too but not many locations overall. Not sure if we have such a good deal kind of thing or not lol, gonna try to check on their site after. Anyway sounds like it was quite yummy and I’m guessing you enjoyed eating it. Great that you have some leftover too, love having yummy food leftover

Sorry to hear the shoulder pain has still been bothering you, I’ve definitely been trying to send lotsa positive/healing energy your way in hopes that it would help it heal “faster”. Sorry it seems to have failed but that was nice that your family friend gave you those stronger pain meds to try to help it feel better. So sorry to hear that it ended up making you feel dizzy and get sick like that though, omg! That really sucks, you definitely have my deepest sympathy on that, I hate getting sick like that so much. I hope you at least felt better “after” though. That is usually one good thing whenever I do that.

Omg about your nephew telling your neighbor about that happening though, I would not have liked that at all. Sorry to hear he did that, I’m guessing you didn’t like it either. That wasn’t nice of him to make fun of the peeing thing either, so sorry to hear he did that and was being an ass. I understand how you said it would be hard to deal with cos he will sometimes be sweet and it’s hard to know what he’ll do next.

Sorry to hear today was a lot though, yup it certainly sounds like it. I hope tomorrow will be better for you too though
<<< Some (gentle) friendly hugs for you, if you are wanting them

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Hey, ok gonna do replies separately this time lol but I did read your latest post in here and intend on replying to that one too of course.

Thanks for your reply here and also the others, didn’t have a chance to read the others yet but I will be after replying in here Anyway I’m glad you feel like it’s good to be able to come here and talk, and that you know that people will listen and care Yup you are definitely never alone because we’re here and we care. I understand about not being sure what you’d do without this site, same here for sure. I too have met some great people on this site for sure, and regardless of whether I have really gotten on much of a “talking often” kind of basis with many people here or not, I still feel comforted knowing they are here and would be able to understand (and hopefully care too) about suicidal feelings. That can be a hard thing to be understood on in most places I think. Yup exactly like you said, it feels great to be understood on things cos others here have been through similar experiences.

Lol I agree that it’ll be nice to (hopefully) be around for a while and get to see what “new” things become a part of our world. New “good” things I should clarify on that lol. I’m soo curious about the new inventions that will come out in the future. I have a feeling they will definitely blow us away big time. Lol ya I hope we will get to see flying cars, can’t believe they aren’t already a thing cos with all the other incredible technology in this world, it definitely feels like a thing that’s possible to do. Whatever they do with planes, they just gotta do in a mini, car shaped version pretty much lol. Oh and that doesn’t use gas though but something completely environmentally friendly/sustainable of course

You’re welcome though, and aw I’m sorry again that you felt lonely the other day, I’m glad that feeling didn’t last for long though at least Glad you are feeling better now too of course, that is great. Lol aw thank you for the kind reassurance about my 4 in 1 reply not being too much. I probably worry too much about that sometimes, just don’t ever want to be overwhelming or annoying to anyone if I can help it.

Omg that’s so sweet that your nephew sent you that pic of the kitties and that he said they were kissing, cuddling and that it was romantic, that is too cute and funny lol :p 😂🥰❤️

I remember that I was looking for a site that specifically dealt with things like depression and suicidal feelings, because I wanted to find people who would understand where I was coming from. It can be hard to talk about things with people if you aren't sure if they can relate or not. It is nice to know people are listening no matter what. I don't talk to many people here often, but there are a few that I am close to and it's nice to be able to just open up. Yeah, you would think that things would be more advanced by now, but we aren't quite there yet and not sure if we will be for a while. I said maybe the cats are in love, I mean it's possible because it said that cats can feel love for people and for their cat friends, so it's just nice to think about that.

Oh that's ok, I didn't think you were liking the bad things that happened or anything lol. I know that it is to show support more than anything. Well I think they just like to see other people once in a while, plus they hadn't seen us in more than a month so they probably missed us. I thought about eating more since I didn't eat much today, but it's hard to even keep water down at this point. I'm still wanting to throw up and I wonder if I have heat exhaustion since I have all of the symptoms. I can't wait for cooler weather tomorrow, that will be a great break for sure.

Yeah, I get stress incontinence so that's something that happens if I throw up or cough too hard or whatever. It's embarrassing but sometimes it can't be helped. Plus I know there have been times when he's been sick and can't help it, so he shouldn't make fun of me. I think he was just annoyed because we planned to stay over but ended up going home. He can be hard to deal with at times with some of the things he says and does. I know he has emotional problems and stuff but it can wear me down sometimes. I hope he will be able to regulate his emotions more easily when he gets older.

Thank you for the hugs, those are always welcome, and hugs right back to you.

 

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I mean he cleaned the garage, yard, and the fridge and freezer and those all look good, so that was good at least. The rest of the place was a total mess, and he claimed he cleaned it but it shouldn't look like that then. So he got mad and that's kind of when it started, but really I shouldn't have to clean up his messes all of the time. I feel like it kind of escalated from there and then he said we started everything, I don't think we did but yeah...just a lot to deal with. And I don't need that either when I feel so sick. Still feel nauseous and my heart is racing/skipping.

 

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Maybe the cats were annoyed that we were gone for so long. One of them peed on my mom's cardigan that she brought along, and I've never seen any of them do something like that

 

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My mom asked if I could wait a few more days before I get my shoulder checked out. It's already been several days and it's not getting better. I don't see why this is an inconvenience for her since I'm the one who is dealing with the pain. And she doesn't have to go with me if she doesn't want to. If something is bothering me this much, I'm going to take it as a priority, no matter what she says.

 

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I almost forgot how great this is

 

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I was reading about how to give yourself a deep tissue massage...not sure how good I would be at that though. I have some bruises on that arm just from massaging hard enough for the pain to lessen, but no luck yet.

 

[JMG]

I remember that I was looking for a site that specifically dealt with things like depression and suicidal feelings, because I wanted to find people who would understand where I was coming from. It can be hard to talk about things with people if you aren't sure if they can relate or not. It is nice to know people are listening no matter what. I don't talk to many people here often, but there are a few that I am close to and it's nice to be able to just open up. Yeah, you would think that things would be more advanced by now, but we aren't quite there yet and not sure if we will be for a while. I said maybe the cats are in love, I mean it's possible because it said that cats can feel love for people and for their cat friends, so it's just nice to think about that.

Oh that's ok, I didn't think you were liking the bad things that happened or anything lol. I know that it is to show support more than anything. Well I think they just like to see other people once in a while, plus they hadn't seen us in more than a month so they probably missed us. I thought about eating more since I didn't eat much today, but it's hard to even keep water down at this point. I'm still wanting to throw up and I wonder if I have heat exhaustion since I have all of the symptoms. I can't wait for cooler weather tomorrow, that will be a great break for sure.

Yeah, I get stress incontinence so that's something that happens if I throw up or cough too hard or whatever. It's embarrassing but sometimes it can't be helped. Plus I know there have been times when he's been sick and can't help it, so he shouldn't make fun of me. I think he was just annoyed because we planned to stay over but ended up going home. He can be hard to deal with at times with some of the things he says and does. I know he has emotional problems and stuff but it can wear me down sometimes. I hope he will be able to regulate his emotions more easily when he gets older.

Thank you for the hugs, those are always welcome, and hugs right back to you.

Aw ok about that being the kind of site you’d been looking for. I think it was kinda the same for me, like I think when I was doing the search it was basically something like “suicide message board” or something like that. Was over a decade ago though (feels like another lifetime ago in some ways) so a bit hard to remember. Anyway yup you’re quite right that it’s nice to have people to talk to about those kinds of feelings who understand about it and won’t either judge, or overreact about it. Like at some of my most “down” moments (especially when I’ve felt very alone with whatever thoughts or feelings I was having) then ya a part of me would feel much less afraid of death, and at times even be kinda “wanting” it, or at least hoping it would be “soon”.

I’m glad you have some people here that you’re close with and can talk to. I don’t really but I’m definitely grateful that we’ve been talking so much at least, it has been very comforting and helped me feel a lot less “alone” for sure

Ya, I know what you mean about the advancement stuff and that maybe we aren’t quite “there yet” with the flying cars and so many other things that as of now remain as only “fantasy ideas” only. Aw that’s so cute how you said maybe the cats are in love, and yup absolutely I can tell that they feel a lot of love for their human servants and also for their special kitty friends. I agree it is so nice, sweet and comforting to think about it

Aw ok thank you for the reassurance about knowing I wasn’t liking about “bad things happening” and ya I’d never do that, like even if there was a member I didn’t like or things like that then I’d still never do that, would just be kinda mean imo. I try to always just spread good vibes/energy/karma, whatever ya wanna call it, but ya, positivity for sure Aw ya I’m sure those kitties do enjoy seeing other people, especially if they don’t see many other people often. It sounds like you’re quite special to those sweet lil kitties too though of course

Sorry to hear you weren’t feeling well and that it was hard to even keep water down. I wonder whether it was heat exhaustion, the pills your family friend gave you, or maybe a combination of those things. It can be hare to say sometimes. I’m glad you’re feeling better now though, and also that today is supposed to be cooler. Ya I’m so glad it’s gotten cooler here too for sure. A month ago this woulda felt pretty warm to me, but now (after those 30+ days lol) this is a breeze for sure.

Oh wow I’m so sorry to hear about you having that stress incontinence thing, that definitely sounds stressful. Ugh and the last thing a person needs to have to deal with/worry about when they are already feeling stressed. I dunno if there’s things that can be eaten to help that happen less, or maybe drinking herbal teas and things like that might help it. I hope it will improve/go away on its own/naturally soon though. Ya I agree though that especially if there’s been times he’s been sick that he shouldn’t make fun of you if it happens to you. Aw well that still wasn’t a nice way for him to act whether he was annoyed that you didn’t stay or for whatever other reason, it is so nice of you to try to be understanding about it like that though I definitely understand about it being hard to deal with sometimes though, and yup I’m sure he’ll most likely find a way to regulate his emotions better as he matures/grows more.

Aw you’re so welcome for the hugs, and thank you so much for the hugs back, they are definitely welcomed/appreciated by me too, always!

 

[JMG]

Omg about the kitty peeing on your mom’s cardigan, sorry to hear that happened. Ya kitties can be strange sometimes, I love how mysterious they are though, and also how they’re so sweet, loving, playful and so many other virtues too.

Sorry to hear your mom is asking you to wait a few more days to get your shoulder checked. If it’s already been bugging you for several days then it probably is better to get it checked sooner rather than later, especially if it’s affecting your ability to sleep. Ya I agree with what you said about making it a priority no matter what she says, I would do the same. And yup like you said, you’re the one having to deal with the pain, not her.

Sorry to hear the deep tissue massage caused bruises on that arm already too, but I wish you luck that it will start to feel better soon.

Lol love that kitty vid too, aw their meows are so adorable! 😍🥰❤️ And also I noticed how you put “Pink Queen 2” in your name under your name, love that too, awesome! I’m gonna change mine to “Pink queen” in a sec lol :p

 

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Aw ok about that being the kind of site you’d been looking for. I think it was kinda the same for me, like I think when I was doing the search it was basically something like “suicide message board” or something like that. Was over a decade ago though (feels like another lifetime ago in some ways) so a bit hard to remember. Anyway yup you’re quite right that it’s nice to have people to talk to about those kinds of feelings who understand about it and won’t either judge, or overreact about it. Like at some of my most “down” moments (especially when I’ve felt very alone with whatever thoughts or feelings I was having) then ya a part of me would feel much less afraid of death, and at times even be kinda “wanting” it, or at least hoping it would be “soon”.

I’m glad you have some people here that you’re close with and can talk to. I don’t really but I’m definitely grateful that we’ve been talking so much at least, it has been very comforting and helped me feel a lot less “alone” for sure

Ya, I know what you mean about the advancement stuff and that maybe we aren’t quite “there yet” with the flying cars and so many other things that as of now remain as only “fantasy ideas” only. Aw that’s so cute how you said maybe the cats are in love, and yup absolutely I can tell that they feel a lot of love for their human servants and also for their special kitty friends. I agree it is so nice, sweet and comforting to think about it

Aw ok thank you for the reassurance about knowing I wasn’t liking about “bad things happening” and ya I’d never do that, like even if there was a member I didn’t like or things like that then I’d still never do that, would just be kinda mean imo. I try to always just spread good vibes/energy/karma, whatever ya wanna call it, but ya, positivity for sure Aw ya I’m sure those kitties do enjoy seeing other people, especially if they don’t see many other people often. It sounds like you’re quite special to those sweet lil kitties too though of course

Sorry to hear you weren’t feeling well and that it was hard to even keep water down. I wonder whether it was heat exhaustion, the pills your family friend gave you, or maybe a combination of those things. It can be hare to say sometimes. I’m glad you’re feeling better now though, and also that today is supposed to be cooler. Ya I’m so glad it’s gotten cooler here too for sure. A month ago this woulda felt pretty warm to me, but now (after those 30+ days lol) this is a breeze for sure.

Oh wow I’m so sorry to hear about you having that stress incontinence thing, that definitely sounds stressful. Ugh and the last thing a person needs to have to deal with/worry about when they are already feeling stressed. I dunno if there’s things that can be eaten to help that happen less, or maybe drinking herbal teas and things like that might help it. I hope it will improve/go away on its own/naturally soon though. Ya I agree though that especially if there’s been times he’s been sick that he shouldn’t make fun of you if it happens to you. Aw well that still wasn’t a nice way for him to act whether he was annoyed that you didn’t stay or for whatever other reason, it is so nice of you to try to be understanding about it like that though I definitely understand about it being hard to deal with sometimes though, and yup I’m sure he’ll most likely find a way to regulate his emotions better as he matures/grows more.

Aw you’re so welcome for the hugs, and thank you so much for the hugs back, they are definitely welcomed/appreciated by me too, always!

Yeah it's hard to remember what first brought me here, probably a lot of the feelings I deal with regularly enough but just more intense then. Well you can consider me someone you can be close to, I mean I won't presume that for you but I hope you can feel free to open up to me at least. Well those two cats are usually together, so I just think that maybe they have something more than friendship. My nephew was thinking the girl cat was pregnant but I think the male cat is "fixed" so doubtful that is going to happen.

I'm pretty much the same, and if there's anyone I don't like I just avoid them, because it isn't worth my time and energy. Well I hope I am special in some way to the cats because they are special to me. I don't think they get many visitors anyway because they live out in the woods. That's why we spend time with them when we are able to. My family friend still thinks it was a side effect of the pill she gave me. She used to be a nurse so she probably knows more about these things than I do. Like my nephew said, I'm not a doctor so I don't know anything. Well, I know some things, but he has a bit of a point.

Thank you for saying that, and for things that might help as well. I think years ago a physical therapist said I might have a weak pelvic floor or something, definitely annoying to deal with for sure. Yeah, he can be rude at times but I try not to let it get to me too much because he's a kid. Although he probably could learn how to express himself in ways that won't be as offensive.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Omg about the kitty peeing on your mom’s cardigan, sorry to hear that happened. Ya kitties can be strange sometimes, I love how mysterious they are though, and also how they’re so sweet, loving, playful and so many other virtues too.

Sorry to hear your mom is asking you to wait a few more days to get your shoulder checked. If it’s already been bugging you for several days then it probably is better to get it checked sooner rather than later, especially if it’s affecting your ability to sleep. Ya I agree with what you said about making it a priority no matter what she says, I would do the same. And yup like you said, you’re the one having to deal with the pain, not her.

Sorry to hear the deep tissue massage caused bruises on that arm already too, but I wish you luck that it will start to feel better soon.

Lol love that kitty vid too, aw their meows are so adorable! 😍🥰❤️ And also I noticed how you put “Pink Queen 2” in your name under your name, love that too, awesome! I’m gonna change mine to “Pink queen” in a sec lol :p

Haha yeah it was weird, she just went and peed on the chair but then I noticed her shirt was under it. I washed it today though so it should be alright now. Sometimes they use the bathroom in random spots, and I think that's because they keep changing around the litter boxes and maybe not cleaning them as much or as thoroughly as they should. I told her I was going to go no matter what if it's not better. Besides it's not going to be too hot tomorrow so that should be good for walking. It's within walking distance but I'd need a ride to the larger hospital if I need to go there since that is a few miles away.

I got this massage thing months back, it was on clearance but then never really used it. Now I've been using it a lot though and luckily the batteries it uses aren't those specialty type that can be hard to find, so I can replace them easily. I call it like a "massage dog" or something because it looks like an animal with 4 legs or something



I don't have that color though, it's actually pink of course. And it's better than a manual massage in some ways because it's like an electronic type massage. Lol yeah I thought you might like that, changed my avatar too and hopefully it looks like something more "pink queenly"

 

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The "pee-er" I guess I'll call her didn't want to take a flea bath, so my nephew sent these pics of her hiding under the bathroom cabinet






But she didn't escape "the wrath of the bath" after all 😸

 

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I'm sure there's always something new popping up

 

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I keep getting annoying spam calls, it even says it's spam on the caller ID so I don't answer them. Sometimes I get dumb voice mails and now I'm getting text messages asking if I'm blocked them and why they can't reach me. Maybe because I don't know them and they are annoying? So maybe leave already lol.

 

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I went to get assessed today and the doctor thinks my issue is a pinched nerve and muscle spasms. So she prescribed some muscle relaxers and a stronger anti-inflammatory med. Hopefully this will help, and I won't need surgery or anything serious done.

 

[JMG]

Yeah it's hard to remember what first brought me here, probably a lot of the feelings I deal with regularly enough but just more intense then. Well you can consider me someone you can be close to, I mean I won't presume that for you but I hope you can feel free to open up to me at least. Well those two cats are usually together, so I just think that maybe they have something more than friendship. My nephew was thinking the girl cat was pregnant but I think the male cat is "fixed" so doubtful that is going to happen.

I'm pretty much the same, and if there's anyone I don't like I just avoid them, because it isn't worth my time and energy. Well I hope I am special in some way to the cats because they are special to me. I don't think they get many visitors anyway because they live out in the woods. That's why we spend time with them when we are able to. My family friend still thinks it was a side effect of the pill she gave me. She used to be a nurse so she probably knows more about these things than I do. Like my nephew said, I'm not a doctor so I don't know anything. Well, I know some things, but he has a bit of a point.

Thank you for saying that, and for things that might help as well. I think years ago a physical therapist said I might have a weak pelvic floor or something, definitely annoying to deal with for sure. Yeah, he can be rude at times but I try not to let it get to me too much because he's a kid. Although he probably could learn how to express himself in ways that won't be as offensive.

Same for sure. I can only truly speak for myself of course, but ya I feel I’ve changed a LOT since I first joined here for sure (in a good way, overall, lol) Aw wow well thank you for saying I can consider you someone I’m close to, and same to you with me of course Please don’t worry, I didn’t think you were presuming anything, it’s not like you just said it like “I’m someone you’re close to” or something like that lol :p It’s hard for me to “truly” open up to most people overall, but I am working on being more open (about feelings especially). I just try to always be very cautious about that, but yup I feel like I can open up to you and I hope you feel like you can with me too, no pressure with that though of course

That’s so adorable that those 2 cats are always together, there are few things in this world that are cuter, sweeter, more adorable or beautiful than kitties and other animals getting along well, being close and cuddling imo Absolutely priceless and precious 😍🥰❤️ Aw that’s too cute with your nephew thinking she was pregnant.

Same here with just avoiding/staying away from anyone I don’t like, glad you don’t waste your precious time or energy on that either. Life is just too short for that. Aw I’m quite sure you are very special to the kitties, and that’s so sweet that they are special to you too Ok I didn’t know they lived out in the woods, but I’m glad they get to have you as a visitor for sure, they are very lucky. Aw well ya I guess it’s hard to say “what” caused you to be sick like that the other day, but yup since she used to be a nurse then maybe she had a better idea about it. Lol your nephew really does sound quite funny for sure. I guess compared to a “doc” nah I wouldn’t consider myself to know “anything” either lol :p

You’re welcome for the things I said though, of course! Always glad to be able to help, or even just to “try” to help. Sorry to hear about that PT saying you had a weak pelvic floor, that sounds like that’d be hard to deal with. I wonder if there’s a way to make it stronger. Hopefully in the future there will be a way to just take some kind of healing pill that will balance out all the cells in our body so it will make it all run smoothly. I like to think such a thing will be possible one day but maybe I’m being too much of a dreamer to be wishing for such a thing as that lol :p

Aw I understand about trying to not let your nephew get to you when he’s rude since he’s just a kid. Same for me whenever I experience “rudeness” from kids. Yup I’m sure he can, and will, learn to express himself in less offensive ways as he grows up.

 

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Haha yeah it was weird, she just went and peed on the chair but then I noticed her shirt was under it. I washed it today though so it should be alright now. Sometimes they use the bathroom in random spots, and I think that's because they keep changing around the litter boxes and maybe not cleaning them as much or as thoroughly as they should. I told her I was going to go no matter what if it's not better. Besides it's not going to be too hot tomorrow so that should be good for walking. It's within walking distance but I'd need a ride to the larger hospital if I need to go there since that is a few miles away.

I got this massage thing months back, it was on clearance but then never really used it. Now I've been using it a lot though and luckily the batteries it uses aren't those specialty type that can be hard to find, so I can replace them easily. I call it like a "massage dog" or something because it looks like an animal with 4 legs or something

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I don't have that color though, it's actually pink of course. And it's better than a manual massage in some ways because it's like an electronic type massage. Lol yeah I thought you might like that, changed my avatar too and hopefully it looks like something more "pink queenly"

Glad you washed the shirt the kitty peed on, and that it seems ok now, that is good to hear. The smell can sometimes be hard to get outta things. Aw ya your theory about why they go to the bathroom in random places might be right in terms of the litter boxes being changed around, it can be a hard thing to figure out with kitties sometimes. I’m so thankful that the few kitties we’ve had over the years have never done things like that lol.

Glad you told your mom you were gonna go tomorrow (today now I guess lol, and ya I saw your most recent post about it too so glad you went and I hope what the doc prescribed will help it be all better) no matter what, and hope it’s been cooler there too. Also I hope you won’t need surgery either of course.

That looks like a cool “massage dog” (lol love that nickname for it, I think it looks like a dog too) massager thing you got there too, thanks for sharing a pic of it And I’m glad you’ve been using it, hope it’s been helping a bit at least. Glad it doesn’t have specialty batteries and that they can be replaced easily, that’s always much better for sure. Cool that you have a pink one too, sounds awesome. Lol yup love the pink queen name and also your new avatar too, it’s so beautiful! 😍💖😊😉
I changed my “under” name again too, added “Sponge” in there lol, I know it’s random but I like that about it. Also changed my avatar to the pink smiley face sponge lol :p

 

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Same for sure. I can only truly speak for myself of course, but ya I feel I’ve changed a LOT since I first joined here for sure (in a good way, overall, lol) Aw wow well thank you for saying I can consider you someone I’m close to, and same to you with me of course Please don’t worry, I didn’t think you were presuming anything, it’s not like you just said it like “I’m someone you’re close to” or something like that lol :p It’s hard for me to “truly” open up to most people overall, but I am working on being more open (about feelings especially). I just try to always be very cautious about that, but yup I feel like I can open up to you and I hope you feel like you can with me too, no pressure with that though of course

That’s so adorable that those 2 cats are always together, there are few things in this world that are cuter, sweeter, more adorable or beautiful than kitties and other animals getting along well, being close and cuddling imo Absolutely priceless and precious 😍🥰❤️ Aw that’s too cute with your nephew thinking she was pregnant.

Same here with just avoiding/staying away from anyone I don’t like, glad you don’t waste your precious time or energy on that either. Life is just too short for that. Aw I’m quite sure you are very special to the kitties, and that’s so sweet that they are special to you too Ok I didn’t know they lived out in the woods, but I’m glad they get to have you as a visitor for sure, they are very lucky. Aw well ya I guess it’s hard to say “what” caused you to be sick like that the other day, but yup since she used to be a nurse then maybe she had a better idea about it. Lol your nephew really does sound quite funny for sure. I guess compared to a “doc” nah I wouldn’t consider myself to know “anything” either lol :p

You’re welcome for the things I said though, of course! Always glad to be able to help, or even just to “try” to help. Sorry to hear about that PT saying you had a weak pelvic floor, that sounds like that’d be hard to deal with. I wonder if there’s a way to make it stronger. Hopefully in the future there will be a way to just take some kind of healing pill that will balance out all the cells in our body so it will make it all run smoothly. I like to think such a thing will be possible one day but maybe I’m being too much of a dreamer to be wishing for such a thing as that lol :p

Aw I understand about trying to not let your nephew get to you when he’s rude since he’s just a kid. Same for me whenever I experience “rudeness” from kids. Yup I’m sure he can, and will, learn to express himself in less offensive ways as he grows up.

It's good that you have changed since you first got here, and hopefully things are better in your life than they were back then. I had never been in therapy or on meds before when I first joined, and now I am so that helps. I don't think you're presuming or pressuring at all, and it is hard for me to open up to people as well, but I feel like I can do that easily with you. There's not many people I can talk so much with, so that helps for sure.

Yeah it reminds me of other things I have seen about animals that were close friends, very cute for sure. I don't think they wanted us to leave the other day, they kept meowing and watching us when we went. But I'm sure we will see them again soon. My nephew can be funny but he can also be a pain sometimes, lol.

It would be nice to have pills that would cure all kinds of pain, that would make things easier for sure. Hopefully that will work when I take these new meds and that I won't need surgery or anything.