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[Witty_Sarcasm]

Aw no need to apologize, I was the one who was confused about whether there was a “channel” or not, I don’t have cable and haven’t for years so that’s a bit of why I don’t have much clue with channels these days lol.

I definitely understand what you mean about sometimes being able to make your mind blank but that it is a strange feeling, same here. I agree that despite not necessarily “liking” the blank mind that it beats feeling down. You’re welcome, and thank you for that kind comment back to me too


Wow, yup it sure does look cool! I can see why you chose to use it as your latest profile/avatar pic, just fab! Love how the colors and lighting are done in it too, super nice.

That's ok, I wanted to apologize anyway for being confusing. But I guess I tend to be that way sometimes without even trying. I still have cable but I also have streaming, but we might get cable cut off because we don't see much of a point in paying for what we can get free. Yeah, I wish I was that creative, but sadly I'm not anymore, and wonder if I ever was. Thank you, your avatar is awesome as well.

 

[MisterBGone]

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

There was a weather popup on my computer, and it actually said "Partly sunny and delightful". Well, I guess it always is pretty nice out there, but I can barely be motivated to go outside. Aside from shopping, I don't really get out at all, even just outside of the apartment building. It's my favorite time of year, and I'm wasting the beautiful weather. I tried to sleep but I'm not tired, probably because my sleep schedule is screwed up beyond repair. I have too much time to sit and think, and my life feels empty, boring, and pointless, and I'm not sure how to fix it.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I was doing a crossword, and one of the clues was something like, "Sitting on the throne and doing your dirty business" so I assumed they would use a euphemism of sorts. But nope, I looked in the back, and the word was actually "shits". I thought that was funny because I have never seen anything like that in a crossword before.

 

[JMG]

That's ok, I wanted to apologize anyway for being confusing. But I guess I tend to be that way sometimes without even trying. I still have cable but I also have streaming, but we might get cable cut off because we don't see much of a point in paying for what we can get free. Yeah, I wish I was that creative, but sadly I'm not anymore, and wonder if I ever was. Thank you, your avatar is awesome as well.

Thank you, and aw well I don’t think you were confusing but you are so unfailingly kind to apologize anyway I don’t think you’re confusing though, but I understand about feeling like you are, I sometimes feel like no matter how I try to be clear about what I mean with something that it still doesn’t come across as I’m meaning it. Can be quite frustrating sometimes for sure.
Oh cool that you still have cable, ya we maybe would still too if we had unlimited disposable income, but not the case so we gotta pick and choose any “extra” monthly expenses with a lot of care these days. To have bloody Netflix now without the ads costs almost $17/month now, I sure miss when it was only like $6 or $8 per month. But oh well, they’re always gonna be trying to get “more” $ outta people I guess.

Aw well I think you are plenty creative, with a wonderful imagination, great sense of humor and wittiness, and lotsa other positive traits too. I’m sorry that you’re doubting “if you ever were” but if your own mind won’t let you acknowledge that at this time, then I am glad to acknowledge it on your behalf You’re welcome for what I said about liking your avatar though, and thank you so much for your kind compliment on mine too, I’m so glad you like it! I might change it again soon to some cute “Spy x Family” pics I found yesterday, not sure when that will be though lol :

There was a weather popup on my computer, and it actually said "Partly sunny and delightful". Well, I guess it always is pretty nice out there, but I can barely be motivated to go outside. Aside from shopping, I don't really get out at all, even just outside of the apartment building. It's my favorite time of year, and I'm wasting the beautiful weather. I tried to sleep but I'm not tired, probably because my sleep schedule is screwed up beyond repair. I have too much time to sit and think, and my life feels empty, boring, and pointless, and I'm not sure how to fix it.

Aw I hope you won’t let your mind keep saying all those discouraging kinds of things to you Witty, especially about that last part with saying your life is “pointless” omg no way, never! You’ve made a very positive difference in my life for sure, and have also been such a great comfort to me since we started talking more “often” here back in May. Lotsa people here love you a lot and would surely be feeling a huge loss, a lot less understood and countless other things without you too, so I hope you will reconsider such statements about yourself. I understand about it being hard to get motivated to go outside though and only going out to do shopping, it’s the same for me so you are not alone with that. I’ve seen other members here also saying that they struggle with motivation and going out much as well.

I’m sorry you feel like your life is empty, boring and pointless. Have you ever made a list of what your “ideal life” would look like? I’ve done that before and it can be comforting to do, and also a powerful message to send to the universe that you are open and ready to invite change into your life

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Love this! Love what it says, the creative ideas in it (alien unicorn, genius! Lol), the stunning colors, wow, really awesome!

I was doing a crossword, and one of the clues was something like, "Sitting on the throne and doing your dirty business" so I assumed they would use a euphemism of sorts. But nope, I looked in the back, and the word was actually "shits". I thought that was funny because I have never seen anything like that in a crossword before.

Omg, too funny, and gross, at the same time, lmao! 😂🤢🤮😂

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Thank you, and aw well I don’t think you were confusing but you are so unfailingly kind to apologize anyway I don’t think you’re confusing though, but I understand about feeling like you are, I sometimes feel like no matter how I try to be clear about what I mean with something that it still doesn’t come across as I’m meaning it. Can be quite frustrating sometimes for sure.
Oh cool that you still have cable, ya we maybe would still too if we had unlimited disposable income, but not the case so we gotta pick and choose any “extra” monthly expenses with a lot of care these days. To have bloody Netflix now without the ads costs almost $17/month now, I sure miss when it was only like $6 or $8 per month. But oh well, they’re always gonna be trying to get “more” $ outta people I guess.

Aw well I think you are plenty creative, with a wonderful imagination, great sense of humor and wittiness, and lotsa other positive traits too. I’m sorry that you’re doubting “if you ever were” but if your own mind won’t let you acknowledge that at this time, then I am glad to acknowledge it on your behalf You’re welcome for what I said about liking your avatar though, and thank you so much for your kind compliment on mine too, I’m so glad you like it! I might change it again soon to some cute “Spy x Family” pics I found yesterday, not sure when that will be though lol :


Aw I hope you won’t let your mind keep saying all those discouraging kinds of things to you Witty, especially about that last part with saying your life is “pointless” omg no way, never! You’ve made a very positive difference in my life for sure, and have also been such a great comfort to me since we started talking more “often” here back in May. Lotsa people here love you a lot and would surely be feeling a huge loss, a lot less understood and countless other things without you too, so I hope you will reconsider such statements about yourself. I understand about it being hard to get motivated to go outside though and only going out to do shopping, it’s the same for me so you are not alone with that. I’ve seen other members here also saying that they struggle with motivation and going out much as well.

I’m sorry you feel like your life is empty, boring and pointless. Have you ever made a list of what your “ideal life” would look like? I’ve done that before and it can be comforting to do, and also a powerful message to send to the universe that you are open and ready to invite change into your life


Love this! Love what it says, the creative ideas in it (alien unicorn, genius! Lol), the stunning colors, wow, really awesome!


Omg, too funny, and gross, at the same time, lmao! 😂🤢🤮😂

I tend to apologize too much but I'd rather let people know I'm sorry for something than to just let it slide. I tend to have trouble expressing myself the way I want to sometimes. I am better at writing than speaking, but sometimes I still worry about not being clear enough. That's crazy they keep raising the rates, yeah they are money hungry for sure. They keep charging more on our bill every month so that's why my mom wants the TV portion cut off, and we'll still have internet for streaming.

Oh thank you for all of the wonderful things you said, it really does mean a lot to me. I think that you have plenty of great qualities as well. I haven't seen that show before but I did hear you mention it. I'm happy that I have made a positive impact on your life, and that means a lot because sometimes it can be hard to find the good things in life when you are dealing with depression and other feelings. So it is nice when people can be kind and I try to do that as much as I can for others. If I can lift their spirits even a bit, then it's worth it. Thank you for that idea, I know I'd want to be happier and more successful and not be stuck. So I have to sit and think about it and draw out a plan.

The crossword thing was funny because I never saw swears in one before, just kinda caught me off guard

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Haha, so this is like an ongoing diary but I figure it's getting more traction than my diary on here does I got out today and it was pretty decent. I went to church with my family friend and my mom. My nephew wasn't with this time, and it was nice to have a bit of a break from him. Don't want to come across as mean, but sometimes he can be a lot to deal with and it tests my patience. I'm not particularly religious, at least I don't follow a religion, but I like going to this church because people and kind and friendly and welcoming. I like when we sing the hymns there, because I have always enjoyed singing and it gives me a chance to practice. Although my throat tends to hurt if I hit enough high notes, so I need to train my voice. There was a woman from Korea there, and that was cool because I usually don't see people from other countries here. This woman came in and talked about her mission trip to Kenya and that they sell so many shoes there, and always clean their shoes after wearing them. The Maasai warriors used to kill lions to show they were strong and win over a woman to be their wife, but now they just jump as high as they can. Actually, it's a polygamous society so they can have as many wives as they want. And women are treated as lesser there, which is sad but she said there's some change now.

Then I went shopping and got some cute shirts at a thrift store. Went to the grocery store and got some tempura shrimp sushi that was on sale, some death by chocolate ice cream, and other goodies. Now I don't feel nearly as bad as I did earlier and it's a nice feeling.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I picked this up where the sushi was, and I'd never seen it before, but it looked pretty darned cute so I thought I would give it a try. The writing is completely in Japanese, but I guessed it was strawberry based on the bottle design.



So I assumed this would be like a regular bottle opening type deal, or maybe with a bottle cap since it is a glass bottle. No, I was way off the mark there. It's known as a codd neck type bottle. What that means is there is a glass marble at the opening of the bottle, and you have to push it down into the bottle to open it. There's a plastic plunger thing that comes with it, but I lost it in the pantry, then yay I found it again. And finally with much pressure, I managed to open it! It's cool and tastes pretty good, so I would get it again for sure.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

My mom was yelling at me because she couldn't find the butter and said I always move things around in the fridge. Well sometimes I do, but it's probably somewhere in the back because I had to put more groceries in there earlier. She could have just looked for it, wouldn't have been that hard, but it seems like I am a good scapegoat for everything.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Okay so I've talked before about how I always help clean our family friend's house and it just goes back to the way it was. Now she said that one of the cats had diarrhea on the basement stairs and no one bothered to clean it. She said people were stepping right on it and they probably managed to track it all over the house. I find it baffling to realize that even though there are 5 people there now, not a single one could take a few moments of time to clean cat shit off of the floor. No, they'd rather step on it instead...I'm actually getting concerned about their mental health. I mean they are used to living in filth, but it's getting a little bit ridiculous now. They expect me to do all of the cleaning for them and it will always get worse than it did before. They have 5 cats, but they can't even clean up after them? You love them, but you can't take care of their basic needs? Hell, I would take them all if I could, but I can only have one pet here. I do more for the cats than anyone else does, because I clean up after them, no matter what messes they leave behind. That's what you should do if you have pets, otherwise don't get any if you can't handle the responsibility. They must see me as their maid at this point, well me and my mom, and we do it for free and they don't seem to appreciate it at all. If they did, they wouldn't constantly trash the house after I clean it. So I guess my mom and I have decided not to go there for a while until they maybe try to get their shit together, if they even can at this point. I don't really like to talk bad about people, but I'm not free labor and this just pisses me off and makes me feel used.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Will my mom stop bitching? Will she ever quit drinking? Find out soon on another exciting episode of "Same Shit, Different Day".

 

[MisterBGone]

 

[MisterBGone]

 

[MisterBGone]

 

[MisterBGone]

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I just wanted to say thank you guys for always responding and listening to what I have to say. It helps me to feel less alone for sure.

 

[JMG]

I tend to apologize too much but I'd rather let people know I'm sorry for something than to just let it slide. I tend to have trouble expressing myself the way I want to sometimes. I am better at writing than speaking, but sometimes I still worry about not being clear enough. That's crazy they keep raising the rates, yeah they are money hungry for sure. They keep charging more on our bill every month so that's why my mom wants the TV portion cut off, and we'll still have internet for streaming.

Oh thank you for all of the wonderful things you said, it really does mean a lot to me. I think that you have plenty of great qualities as well. I haven't seen that show before but I did hear you mention it. I'm happy that I have made a positive impact on your life, and that means a lot because sometimes it can be hard to find the good things in life when you are dealing with depression and other feelings. So it is nice when people can be kind and I try to do that as much as I can for others. If I can lift their spirits even a bit, then it's worth it. Thank you for that idea, I know I'd want to be happier and more successful and not be stuck. So I have to sit and think about it and draw out a plan.

The crossword thing was funny because I never saw swears in one before, just kinda caught me off guard

Aw no worries, I understand about apologizing too much sometimes, I probably do too. It’s been hard for me to know what “too much” is sometimes, but anyway yup I feel the same as how you said with preferring to say sorry to a person rather than just letting it slide. There’s already enough people in the world who would never bother to take the time (whether from being sadistic jerks or clueless/oblivious/thoughtless jerks, still jerks regardless lol) to do that, so ya I definitely have no intention of ever joining that wonderful pile of…well, you know, lol :p

Anyway sorry to hear you sometimes have trouble expressing yourself, it’s like that for me too sometimes. I feel like I kinda do it best in writing though. Gives me more time to think of exactly what I want to say/express and also how, so I usually feel better about it that way and like I was clearer than if I tried to say it verbally. Ya the increase in bills is definitely stressful for sure.

Aw you’re welcome for those things I said though, was just being honest I’m glad it means a lot to you and thank you for saying you think I have lots of great qualities as well, that really means a lot to me too. Yup you’re right that sometimes it can be hard to find positive things when you’re dealing with depression or other challenging kinds of things. I agree about being kind to people being important for sure, and you’re welcome for the idea too, those things you said you want are great things and I’m sure you can have all of them, you deserve to have those things and everything else that you want

Lol I understand about the crossword, I never saw a “swear” kinda word in one before either, too funny :p Glad to hear you got those clothes from the thrift store and all those other things you talked about in some of those posts you did after too

I just wanted to say thank you guys for always responding and listening to what I have to say. It helps me to feel less alone for sure.

Aw, you’re so welcome Witty! Glad to listen and reply/respond about what you say. I’m so glad it helps you feel less alone too. And same to you, thank you again for all the responses you’ve so kindly given too, they have been very comforting for me and helped me feel better and less alone as well

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Aw no worries, I understand about apologizing too much sometimes, I probably do too. It’s been hard for me to know what “too much” is sometimes, but anyway yup I feel the same as how you said with preferring to say sorry to a person rather than just letting it slide. There’s already enough people in the world who would never bother to take the time (whether from being sadistic jerks or clueless/oblivious/thoughtless jerks, still jerks regardless lol) to do that, so ya I definitely have no intention of ever joining that wonderful pile of…well, you know, lol :p

Anyway sorry to hear you sometimes have trouble expressing yourself, it’s like that for me too sometimes. I feel like I kinda do it best in writing though. Gives me more time to think of exactly what I want to say/express and also how, so I usually feel better about it that way and like I was clearer than if I tried to say it verbally. Ya the increase in bills is definitely stressful for sure.

Aw you’re welcome for those things I said though, was just being honest I’m glad it means a lot to you and thank you for saying you think I have lots of great qualities as well, that really means a lot to me too. Yup you’re right that sometimes it can be hard to find positive things when you’re dealing with depression or other challenging kinds of things. I agree about being kind to people being important for sure, and you’re welcome for the idea too, those things you said you want are great things and I’m sure you can have all of them, you deserve to have those things and everything else that you want

Lol I understand about the crossword, I never saw a “swear” kinda word in one before either, too funny :p Glad to hear you got those clothes from the thrift store and all those other things you talked about in some of those posts you did after too


Aw, you’re so welcome Witty! Glad to listen and reply/respond about what you say. I’m so glad it helps you feel less alone too. And same to you, thank you again for all the responses you’ve so kindly given too, they have been very comforting for me and helped me feel better and less alone as well

I tend to annoy people by apologizing too much, because they tell me that I don't have anything to apologize for. So I try to keep that to a minimum or at least do that if I really need to. I have no problem owning up to something if I know I've done wrong. Some people just don't care and it's sad. It definitely is easier to communicate on here because like you said, you have time to formulate what you want to say. And if you make a mistake, you can just erase it...not like in person.

It's funny but then I don't mind seeing swears in things, just don't expect to see it though. I'm glad that it's been helpful to talk about things here. I was feeling alone again when I couldn't sleep, and I hate that I feel that way at times. I just have to remind myself that there are people who do care and I'm not alone.