Worthless and unworthy of love

[NRW24]

I think I am going to commit suicide this year, sooner or later.

I feel worthless and unworthy of love and a burden to my family. I don't contribute to other people's life, I'd rather say I ruin lifes.

I don't feel competent to be a human. Looking back to my childhood, I was always a retard. Maybe I have some form of mental retardation and no one told me.

 

[HappyKitty]

Don’t do suicide okieee, I’m here. Even if their life is ruin, it is never your fault and to do contribution to others life takes time. Help yourself first then them.

Also, you’re not a retard, you have to believe you’re perfect yourself too tho if you wanna feel worthy. Ignore your families words, what I usually tell people is that their thoughts is not yours, have your own beliefs. Love yourself firsty. 🤗

 

[BlueGreen]

Why do you feel unworthy @NRW24 ? No-one is a burden to their family. It was your parent's duty to make you feel loved and secure. You have the same right as every human being on the planet. Suicide is not the answer. Being yourself and living your life is the best revenge. I thought I was the most stupid child on the planet, but I learned that I was stronger, that people who make you believe that are the weak ones.

 

[NRW24]

I am not worthy of anything I've ever got in life, I am useless human being incapable of surviving...

I repent about being alive. I wish I was a miscarried fetus. I wish my mother aborted me.

 

[Freyja]

You can't change the fact you were born, and you are worthy of existing because of that.

No one is unworthy of love. Or even if I could think about a few people, you're nowhere near their level.

 

[Freyja]

You're a good person.

 

[sadhart]

I think I am going to commit suicide this year, sooner or later.

I feel worthless and unworthy of love and a burden to my family. I don't contribute to other people's life, I'd rather say I ruin lifes.

I don't feel competent to be a human. Looking back to my childhood, I was always a retard. Maybe I have some form of mental retardation and no one told me.

I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. I feel hypocritical saying this as I am not feeling good about life myself, but even though I don't know you, I don't feel what you are saying about yourself is true. I would like to believe that you are worthy of love and I can understand the feeling as though you haven't contributed anything in life, but in some small way, you have and you can do so in the future. I am sorry as I know this isn't really helpful, but I hope that you won't give up just yet.