love

Needed to put this somewhere. I figured here would be appropriate since I feel someone needs to see it. Just going through the motions... One of the hardest pains is trying to love someone when they don’t love you in the same way. So tiring to control such deep passion. Sometimes the heart...

You wouldn't BELIEVE how close I came to posting this Cafe without remembering it was valentines day! (Its the curse of a lonely bastard it seems) but with no further ado: Welcome one and all to Jim's Cafe - Valentine's Day! I usually try not to do the Cafe too often, but I liked some of the...

I don't know why I'm writing this. I guess it's a declaration of the self. I felt good just now. I connected with my inner self, which I've always treasured. I feel like I have two layers of emotions. The inner layer has my pure self, the part of me that is ageless, that is pure, that is...

I have nothing to give. My love is worthless. I have no future. No wonder no one loves me. I have nothing to offer as a human being. I failed at being a human. My existence is a mistake. I need to end it.

I think I am going to commit suicide this year, sooner or later. I feel worthless and unworthy of love and a burden to my family. I don't contribute to other people's life, I'd rather say I ruin lifes. I don't feel competent to be a human. Looking back to my childhood, I was always a retard...

I met this girl and I'm not joking when I say she is almost perfect. The problem is she is so broken and unstable that I can't be in a relationship with her anymore. Every 2 days I'm dealing with a different person who just wants to destroy everything. She is incredibly manipulative, which is...

I’ve been to embarrassed to write about it. But today I decided that it’s time to let it out. Four years ago when I went to new school I met a guy. I felt in love with him . He wasn’t popular or handsome. Nothing special but I went crazy about him. After a year of being too shy and him liking...

No friends. That's right, none. I am not joking or exaggerating in the least bit when I say this. People don't dare to be around me. All throughout middle and high school, everyone on campus has always put in their best effort to stay away from me. I've also never had a GF. All around me, I seem...

So I've recently started writing whatever comes to my mind when I'm feeling more anxious and depressed as a way to calm me down and help me relax. I'll just share something I just now finished writing as I think it can help anyone struggling right now. Much love everyone, hugs. -Be Thankful...

Today is Mother's Day... and I am just here, making my mother and everyone else sad. I don't see what's the point of living. I have no future ahead of me. I couldn't love anyone and I wasn't loved by anyone (nor I will ever love/be loved). My life is meaningless and there is no point to it...

As the title says, I would like to know this and especially I would love to hear the answers from mothers who suffered from depression after giving birth This is something that slightly triggers me because my mother had a strong depression when she gave birth to me, and she hasn't recovered...

I hope I dont get a warning, like I wanted to write this bcs it keep echoing inside my brain but I dont have place to said this. People keep telling me to get a lover and get married before 25. Stuff like Im gonna be a left out old lady bcs I dont bother with man. Honestly every time a man...

I am 24 years old and I have never received a hug. It's my own fault for being antisocial and a loser. But I did need those hugs for sure. A hug of someone who appreciates me and thinks I am worthy as a human being. A comforting hug. It's a shame, maybe with more love I could've felt and...

This is a shout out to everyone hurting. Medical scientists label us with "Disorders" and "Illnesses". They are wrong. They do this because they cannot understand our pain, unless they have experienced trauma. Any "Disorder" or "Illness" of the mind, is actually TRAUMA. Major Depressive Trauma...

Hi everyone! I have a very simple question for everyone who reads this. What is love to you? I would love -no pun intended :P- to know how people feel about this topic, since everyone has their own experiences with it. What comes to your mind when you think of love? What does it mean to you...

I have done so many unforgivable things in my past to people that I loved. they hurt just so I could relieve some stress. They let me put them down so that I could feel good. They let me hurt them so that I could feel okay. But i didn't realize that these things weren't okay!! I thought I was...

I just don’t know what to even do with my life now. My best friend of six years and boyfriend of almost three years ended our relationship. The reason? He believes he causes me to become upset, but I get anxiety and panic attacks from school (both of us are juniors in college). He believes he’s...

Hello, sorry for my bad English. I am a 23 year old boy, who have been depressed and suicidal for some time now (read my other thread). The last couple of months i have started to look for answers and truth about life and the essence of who i am. I sometimes started to get this feeling that we...

Anyone else feel like not letting go of depression? Have yet to find anyone who holds onto depression and just lets it eat you away like my brain does. I constantly tell myself I don't need to talk to a doctor about it since they'll just rid it off. My sensible part of my brain tells me to stop...

This week I had terrible anxiety and a depressive episode with suicidal ideation that disrupted my life. I had to take off of work, which I battled with back and forth about doing but have come to realize that it was vital to my mental and emotional health to take that break. Since I was in...