Today I am wearing lacy black underwear
For the sole purpose of knowing I am wearing them.
And underneath that?
I am absolutely naked.
And I’ve got skin. Miles and miles of skin;
I’ve got skin to cover all my thoughts
like saran wrap that you can see through
to what leftovers are inside...
It's not fair!
Why i'm always the one who being left alone in the end!?
Why did i trust people so much!!?
They're the one who betrayed me!! But why it's always them who got the happy ending?!
Why couldn't i get one too??
Why i'm the one who drowning in despair?
Why couldn't i be happy...
Is it okay to wanting to sleep forever?
Is it selfish?
Is it okay to leave everything in this life just like this?
Is it okay to left my parents and siblings like this?
Will my family and my best friends disappointed and sad when they find me asleep later?
I kept asking myself that whenever i...