insecure

Like boy I think that's the sentence which always make me happiest, when I was a kid I wanted to be smart and educated and rich but it seems I choose being pretty over all of these now. I think I grew backwards. I am ALWAYS fishing for compliments on my appearance, constantly look for my flaws...

I made a combination of what I consider good, and what my new acting manager considers bad first impressions. And naturally I am panicking that I'm a complete failure and will never be seen as a valuable employee again. So just I just want to know, is it possible to be seen as a non valuable...

So I'm going into self destruct mode. Things are bad with family college and friends. I'm not working, I have no motivation and this is my final year before I go to uni. I'm constantly arguing with my family. And I'm sleeping with loads of boys. I hurt someone I really care about by sleeping...

Today was back to school after 2 weeks off, most people just hate going back because of learning, but its different with me. I'm scared to walk the halls without being pushed over or insulted, I'm scared to put my hand up in lessons for fear of being wrong and being made fun of, I'm scared to be...