alone

[Congratsbaby]

Alone in the city, no familiar faces or voice. For now I'm re-learning a little about letting go of expectations.

I am sorry.. I hope it gets better for you and I am sending you a hug if that's okay , if not just sending empathy and wishes for you

 

[Windhover]

ty @Congratsbaby hugs always help. I'm okay, going through a rough patch.

 

[Windhover]

Alone, walking in the sun on this last day of September, as lost as ever I've been. I don't mean I'm lost in the streets, it's said metaphorically.

 

[AvidFan]

Alone, walking in the sun on this last day of September, as lost as ever I've been. I don't mean I'm lost in the streets, it's said metaphorically.

hugs @seabird ❤️

 

[may71]

More hugs

 

[Windhover]

Hugs are always much appreciated.

Thank you @may71

 

[Congratsbaby]

ty @Congratsbaby hugs always help. I'm okay, going through a rough patch.

You're welcome , I understand. I hope it gets better

 

[Windhover]

I am starting to see that asking for help complicates things, costs a lot and just makes it all worse.

 

[Windhover]

Thank you @AvidFan Hugs back. Sorry I missed that yesterday.

 

[Windhover]

Alone, I am starting to understand how frightened I am.

 

[Windhover]

Alone there in the system she has no option but to cobble together the fragments he left.

 

[AvidFan]

Alone, I am starting to understand how frightened I am.

Sorry you are frightened ❤️

 

[may71]

I am starting to see that asking for help complicates things, costs a lot and just makes it all worse.

You're welcome to explain if you'd like to, but it's also ok if you don't want to.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

Alone, I am starting to understand how frightened I am.

Understanding yourself, seeing your truth, allows for progress. Your spirit seems strong. I hope you can feel less frightened.
For me, sometimes it paralyzes me. I hope that never happens in You.

 

[Windhover]

If you can describe it a little more, what do you mean it paralyzes you? @FlamingoWrangler if this is too intrusive I understand. I hope your fear and paralysis are going away.

Alone, small parts of myself show themselves but I am as yet helpless to start healing them. I want to heal, but there are not many aspects of myself which haven't been damaged.

 

[Congratsbaby]

If you can describe it a little more, what do you mean it paralyzes you? @FlamingoWrangler if this is too intrusive I understand. I hope your fear and paralysis are going away.

Alone, small parts of myself show themselves but I am as yet helpless to start healing them. I want to heal, but there are not many aspects of myself which haven't been damaged.

Are you a poet ? I have seen your poetries here but like in general too ? I know this is so out of context so feel free to ignore this

 

[Windhover]

No, I'm a wanna be poet/writer. At uni I switched from majoring in creative writing to a fine arts painting emphasis. Thank you @Congratsbaby. It's always okay with me to go out of context. That's sort of how my mind works anyway, so it's natural.

Do you enjoy writing?

 

[Congratsbaby]

No, I'm a wanna be poet/writer. At uni I switched from majoring in creative writing to a fine arts painting emphasis. Thank you @Congratsbaby. It's always okay with me to go out of context. That's sort of how my mind works anyway, so it's natural.

Do you enjoy writing?

I see ,

I do not enjoy writing. I think if you're like already writing ( I am talking about you ) then it's okay to call yourself poet , no ? Do you wanna tell more about what do you mean by wanna be ? I can think of two things , you rather want to be a poet and working towards it yet don't feel like you're there yet so you don't call yourself that or it's something you aspire to be or look like but not something you're truly interested in. It could be something else too , do you wanna share ?

 

[Windhover]

It could be something else too , do you wanna share ?

My focus is is elsewhere at the moment, not on writing or poetry. However, it seems I'm simply talkative at heart, so end up posting here rather a lot. : )

 

[AmberMarie]

s* (if you would like them)
Thank You for sharing your views, your kindness and your caring heart with everyone.