Rping and writing on a FUNCTIONAL computer. The Acer has been out of commission for a month now (no joke) and so I am isolated from my rping community. Huge damper on my mood; hate being alone. Wish I could die right now instead of waiting and planning and waiting and failing and waiting and going to therapy and waiting and planning and waiting and going psychotic and waiting and failing and waiting some more and becoming insanely happy and waiting and failing again and wrecking things . . .