Sooner or later I will actually be proactive about this. I may just get myself permanently hospitalized or hijacker will get me once and for all. But I need to see positive change. If it seems like I'm all talk and no action, I admit, doing is real hard. I've led a life of not doing. I am trying to make this dead weight of a self, make the world change. That's my passion. We were talking about that today, right?