BPD Support Thread

[Aves]

Does anyone else get paranoid around people? I do around certain people because of the trauma that I have endured around these types of people. Also, I just tend to feel unsafe and uncomfortable around people or when I am out in society. I can feel like they are out to get me or want to hurt me or attack me. I do best when I am completely by myself, alone in my apartment.

I definitely 100% relate to this, I hate it if someone gets too close to me when I’m out walking because I get worried that they’re going to attack me. It could be anyone, man, woman, child or an elderly person. It’s a horrible feeling, and sometimes it’s more extreme than others. It all depends on how stressed I am at the time but it’s always there.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

When you try to sleep away bad feelings, but you can't fall asleep. So I'm just dealing with that right now.

 

[Aves]

When you try to sleep away bad feelings, but you can't fall asleep. So I'm just dealing with that right now.

Hope you manage to get to sleep, feel free to talk to me if you want or need to

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Hope you manage to get to sleep, feel free to talk to me if you want or need to

Thank you, I appreciate that. I was able to sleep a bit and don't feel as down now.

 

[Aves]

Thank you, I appreciate that. I was able to sleep a bit and don't feel as down now.

That’s good, I’m glad you’re not feeling as down now

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

That’s good, I’m glad you’re not feeling as down now

I got a message from a random guy on Facebook that was like "HI Sexx", so that made me laugh at least. i guess he thought that pick up line would really work. lol

 

[Aves]

I got a message from a random guy on Facebook that was like "HI Sexx", so that made me laugh at least. i guess he thought that pick up line would really work. lol

Oh God that’s terrible he could’ve at least put some effort in to it lol.

 

[Aves]

Sent you a friend request

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Sent you a friend request

Lol yeah that guy was a weirdo. And thanks, I'll check it now.

 

[Crickets]

Anyone else here with BPD struggle with body image issues? I feel like I have symptoms of body dysmorphia. I obsess over imperfections on my looks. Before I go out I feel like I have to look as perfect as possible. If I feel really bad I will not want to go out or be seen, without hiding any areas I dislike. It seems everything revolves around looks. My self esteem is tied to it. I am preoccupied with it.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Yeah, I think I look horrible no matter what people tell me. I see myself in a different way from how everyone else does.

 

[Aurelia]

"I can make your p**** whistle like the Andy Griffith theme song?" Even I can write better lyrics than that. lol

What the fuck do you even listen to, C??? Lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

What the fuck do you even listen to, C??? Lol

Lol I don't know....that was the weirdest thing I've heard yet.

 

[Aurelia]

Lol I don't know....that was the weirdest thing I've heard yet.

Missed you, btw. Been a few days since I've logged in here. How are you doing?

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Missed you, btw. Been a few days since I've logged in here. How are you doing?

I missed you too, and I'm doing alright. How are you?

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

See, I'm too bored at this time. Lol

https://voca.ro/12laZrLfG9rA

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Basically I'm doing some crazy whispering ASMR shit. Lol

 

[Aurelia]

I missed you too, and I'm doing alright. How are you?

Actually, pretty good. I think I might be moving to Maryland in the somewhat near future lol. You know how I've always wanted a tattooed, long-haired, metalhead boyfriend? Well, I got him, and he is the absolute fucking best. And if I'm not in Philly anymore, nick won't be able to fuck it up this time. Plus, from the sounds of it, this guy can definitely hold his own even if he tried to. My brother is so going to freak out when I tell him I'm taking a trip next week.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Actually, pretty good. I think I might be moving to Maryland in the somewhat near future lol. You know how I've always wanted a tattooed, long-haired, metalhead boyfriend? Well, I got him, and he is the absolute fucking best. And if I'm not in Philly anymore, nick won't be able to fuck it up this time. Plus, from the sounds of it, this guy can definitely hold his own even if he tried to. My brother is so going to freak out when I tell him I'm taking a trip next week.

Aww well you sound really happy, and I'm happy for you 😁

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

https://voca.ro/1aVgkD6oVnm6