BPD Support Thread

[Gwyrdd]

There's no way that would be enough to do any damage. Maybe enough to make you fall sleep for a while, and possibly throw up if you're opiate intolerant (sounds unpleasant, I know, but take it from me that the high after the fact is still worth it) but that's about it.

Did I say worth it? What I meant was "drugs are bad".

It would certainly be enough to make you FEEL like it was doing damage if you have zero tolerance though. So as much as I agree the high is worth it, I don't recommend it whatsoever.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Just @ me next time, damn.

Why do you think I put it here? Lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Unfortunately, talking to other people already made me crazy, you couldn't have outdone these freaks. But I appreciate the offer

Yeah but I'm so boring, you might lose brain cells. :P

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

So, did anyone have a hard time accepting this Dx? Or feel like a horrible monster person? It took me a while, but it's pretty clear now. Explains a lot about why I'm so fucked up. Why I feel so goddamn shunned by everyone. What about anger? Anyone else feel deep anger?

In a way it's good to know why I act the way I do. I just don't like how the disorder is portrayed by others.

 

[Aurelia]

It would certainly be enough to make you FEEL like it was doing damage if you have zero tolerance though. So as much as I agree the high is worth it, I don't recommend it whatsoever.

Except for the throwing up part, I don't think there'd be any time for her to ponder whether it's doing any damage because she'd probably fall asleep within 20 minutes lol.

 

[Aurelia]

But it also depends on the dosage how strong those effects would be. I'm thinking in terms of highest dosage of both.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Don't corrupt me, you guys. I'm completely innocent. 😇 haha

 

[Gwyrdd]

But it also depends on the dosage how strong those effects would be. I'm thinking in terms of highest dosage of both.

First time I did pills was 3 hydro and a glass of grapefruit juice and the high lasted about 20 minutes before I felt like my insides were trying to claw their way out. Only time that ever happened, but it almost turned me off them. Almost lol.

 

[Gwyrdd]

Yeah but I'm so boring, you might lose brain cells. :P

I dont think I have many if those left after last night xD

 

[Gwyrdd]

Don't corrupt me, you guys. I'm completely innocent. 😇 haha

Oh yeah, completely

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

So, did anyone have a hard time accepting this Dx? Or feel like a horrible monster person? It took me a while, but it's pretty clear now. Explains a lot about why I'm so fucked up. Why I feel so goddamn shunned by everyone. What about anger? Anyone else feel deep anger?

Oh yeah, and I have lots of deep anger towards myself, but only myself. Because I know that I'm a complete fuckup and always will be.

 

[Aurelia]

Don't corrupt me, you guys. I'm completely innocent. 😇 haha

Granted it's a subjective concept, but I would think part of the criteria for being completely innocent would be being incorruptible lol.

 

[Gwyrdd]

Oh yeah, and I have lots of deep anger towards myself, but only myself. Because I know that I'm a complete fuckup and always will be.

Tell me you have quiet BPD without telling me you have quiet BPD

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Tell me you have quiet BPD without telling me you have quiet BPD

It's just a battle I fight by myself and always will. Not that I can handle it or anything, but I have no other choice.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Granted it's a subjective concept, but I would think part of the criteria for being completely innocent would be being incorruptible lol.

I think that's a good point. Besides the fact that I'm likely to be an actual demon.

 

[Aurelia]

It's just a battle I fight by myself and always will. Not that I can handle it or anything, but I have no other choice.

You do realize what you're saying, right?

"I can't handle it, but I still am."

And we all have to fight our battles by ourselves. Such is life and it's fucked up.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

You do realize what you're saying, right?

"I can't handle it, but I still am."

And we all have to fight our battles by ourselves. Such is life and it's fucked up.

Well it's overpowering and I can't deal with it most of the time. But someday I won't have to.

 

[Gwyrdd]

It's just a battle I fight by myself and always will. Not that I can handle it or anything, but I have no other choice.

Wasn't making fun of you btw. It's just all too relatable. I don't think I push my feelings inward enough to be quiet. But I'm sure we all do it sometimes.

 

[Aurelia]

Well it's overpowering and I can't deal with it most of the time. But someday I won't have to.

Someday, we all won't have to. But while you're here, might as well try to make the most of it. You'll have an eternity of nothingness to look forward to either way.

 

[Gwyrdd]

Well it's overpowering and I can't deal with it most of the time. But someday I won't have to.

You're still alive. You've lived through ebery battle you "can't deal with". Seem pretty strong to me.