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BPD Support Thread
- Thread starter Aurelia
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I haven't had a drink in years. I just take pills these days. Alcohol makes me nauseous. Either way, BBQ Lays are always good. And you're on the right track with the quesadilla thing.
I have to do a 3-hour drive next week, then stay overnight in an Airbnb all by myself. I'm really afraid I may do something bad to myself because I've been super suicidal lately. I'm not sure what to do. I can't not go. I can only bring some PJ Harvey CDs in the car. I don't know what else I can do to bide the time.
I have to do a 3-hour drive next week, then stay overnight in an Airbnb all by myself. I'm really afraid I may do something bad to myself because I've been super suicidal lately. I'm not sure what to do. I can't not go. I can only bring some PJ Harvey CDs in the car. I don't know what else I can do to bide the time.
Lol so while we were both working today, he texts me, like, "I think I'm too much for you to handle because I can just tell by your voice and tone so even though last night was killer (for him, not so much me) let's face it enough is enough". And all I said was ok. Next thing I know he's standing behind me like "what??? So you do want to end it?!" Lol. I was like well...you said it, not me 
I thought i was in the clear for a minute there, but then he goes, "I'm not letting you go that easily fuck that, etc etc." And then he keeps touching me in ways that he shouldn't at work and telling me to meet him in the backroom and "let's talk about this"...yadda, yadda. And I just casually said we're not doing this at work, basically. Not the time or place for it. And that was that.
I thought i was in the clear for a minute there, but then he goes, "I'm not letting you go that easily fuck that, etc etc." And then he keeps touching me in ways that he shouldn't at work and telling me to meet him in the backroom and "let's talk about this"...yadda, yadda. And I just casually said we're not doing this at work, basically. Not the time or place for it. And that was that.
Lol so while we were both working today, he texts me, like, "I think I'm too much for you to handle because I can just tell by your voice and tone so even though last night was killer (for him, not so much me) let's face it enough is enough". And all I said was ok. Next thing I know he's standing behind me like "what??? So you do want to end it?!" Lol. I was like well...you said it, not me I thought i was in the clear for a minute there, but then he goes, "I'm not letting you go that easily fuck that, etc etc." And then he keeps touching me in ways that he shouldn't at work and telling me to meet him in the backroom and "let's talk about this"...yadda, yadda. And I just casually said we're not doing this at work, basically. Not the time or place for it. And that was that.
I thought i was in the clear for a minute there, but then he goes, "I'm not letting you go that easily fuck that, etc etc." And then he keeps touching me in ways that he shouldn't at work and telling me to meet him in the backroom and "let's talk about this"...yadda, yadda. And I just casually said we're not doing this at work, basically. Not the time or place for it. And that was that.
Just flip him the bird, tell him it's never going to work and that he should go and fucking do one. Nothing more to say.
Trust me, Ashy, I got this. My job will be fine lol. If anything, I think my crazy ass is going to make the poor bastard want to quit at some point. I purposely went full blown BPD on him (been a while, but I haven't lost my touch, haha)
Convo went something like this:
Me: look for my work uniform at your place please and bring it because I need it
Him: okay.
Me: and you know, you really could have offered to stick around when the manager left me in charge just in case I didn't know something.
Him: you're right baby I'm sorry, that was selfish of me. But I believe in you though, you can handle it.
Me: thats not the point.
Him: so why won't you come see me today?
Me: why won't you come to the damn store, especially while I'm here alone?
Him: because I'm looking for your shirts baby, I can't be at two places at once. That's what you asked me to do first, right?
Me: yeah, well, when you realized you couldn't find them, should have already been here.
Him: you're right. Sorry.
Lol. Like I genuinely kind of feel bad because poor guy is really trying and I'm just being a cold bitch on purpose. But nah, fuck that...because like I said, from what I saw, he's fucking nuts. And not in a good way.
Convo went something like this:
Me: look for my work uniform at your place please and bring it because I need it
Him: okay.
Me: and you know, you really could have offered to stick around when the manager left me in charge just in case I didn't know something.
Him: you're right baby I'm sorry, that was selfish of me. But I believe in you though, you can handle it.
Me: thats not the point.
Him: so why won't you come see me today?
Me: why won't you come to the damn store, especially while I'm here alone?
Him: because I'm looking for your shirts baby, I can't be at two places at once. That's what you asked me to do first, right?
Me: yeah, well, when you realized you couldn't find them, should have already been here.
Him: you're right. Sorry.
Lol. Like I genuinely kind of feel bad because poor guy is really trying and I'm just being a cold bitch on purpose. But nah, fuck that...because like I said, from what I saw, he's fucking nuts. And not in a good way.
