BPD Support Thread

[Gwyrdd]

Jenn gave me more of the same and some other stuff. She probably still owes me from all the shit I gave her for free though. So she's paying up now lol

 

[Gwyrdd]

Jenn is my neighbour btw. Don't think I mentioned her name to you last time.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Hey as long as you're careful with that shit. Otherwise I'm coming there to smack your ass up.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Why does this song lyric remind me of you? "I'm a dangerous man with some money in my pocket"

 

[Angie74]

Struggling...but I don't think I can post here. Seems to have turned into a private group thing. No judgment...

 

[KM76710]

Struggling...but I don't think I can post here. Seems to have turned into a private group thing. No judgment...

I have no doubt you will be welcomed. I have posted here a number of times and am not BPD but schizoid personality type.

 

[Aurelia]

Struggling...but I don't think I can post here. Seems to have turned into a private group thing. No judgment...

You guys, I'm sure I speak for both @Witty⭐️Sarcasm ⭐️ and @Gwyrdd when I say that NONE of us would EVER want any of you to feel left out. We just talk a lot and tend to overshare because we're trying to waste time and/or distract ourselves. But anyone, and I mean ANYONE is always welcome in this thread as well as any thread on SF. Please don't ever feel left out. We love you all.

 

[Aurelia]

So something I forgot to mention was fuckface ended up getting himself fired yesterday morning. I thought for a second that he told everyone about us and was about to freak the fuck out on him, but turned out it was actually because of his goddamned drinking, and the fact that he was ready to fight another employee just because he called him out on his bullshit and saw that he was detoxing from alcohol. And so then he was suicidal...again. Anytime anything happens that he doesn't like, he talks about killing himself. I had already talked him down like 3 fucking times since we started "going out", which was literally 4-5 days ago. Of course, the firing didn't last long and she rehired him again about an hour later because he actually is a good worker when he's not fucked up, which was exactly what I told him would most likely happen. Jackass...

But besides that, I told him that we were over basically and to stop texting me unless it was work related. So that's that.

 

[Gwyrdd]

You guys, I'm sure I speak for both @Witty⭐️Sarcasm ⭐️ and @Gwyrdd when I say that NONE of us would EVER want any of you to feel left out. We just talk a lot and tend to overshare because we're trying to waste time and/or distract ourselves. But anyone, and I mean ANYONE is always welcome in this thread as well as any thread on SF. Please don't ever feel left out. We love you all.

Agreed.

 

[Aurelia]

Anyway, @Angie74 tell us what's going on. You said you were struggling.

 

[Aurelia]

This song is perfect, especially since it's called Pisces. lol

Fuck yes. That chick is a beast on the mic.

 

[Aurelia]

That's why you should visit me Oops, didn't say that. I must be in the mode of grandiose self esteem. lol

Lol I totally missed that post earlier. I'd definitely love to visit you, though. As well as Lu and Matt, and Ashy, and Marco, and a few others. I love all of you guys so much. You've all stuck with me through all the bullshit these past several years and I'll always appreciate that.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

You guys, I'm sure I speak for both @Witty⭐️Sarcasm ⭐️ and @Gwyrdd when I say that NONE of us would EVER want any of you to feel left out. We just talk a lot and tend to overshare because we're trying to waste time and/or distract ourselves. But anyone, and I mean ANYONE is always welcome in this thread as well as any thread on SF. Please don't ever feel left out. We love you all.

Yeah, I tend to write a lot here when I'm feeling down because it makes me feel less alone. But we're always very welcoming and I like to see others posting here.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Lol I totally missed that post earlier. I'd definitely love to visit you, though. As well as Lu and Matt, and Ashy, and Marco, and a few others. I love all of you guys so much. You've all stuck with me through all the bullshit these past several years and I'll always appreciate that.

We're forgetting the Canadian. He has all the drugs. lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I'm joking though, but he should be a part of the party.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Saw this on a BPD page.

 

[Aurelia]

We're forgetting the Canadian. He has all the drugs. lol

The Canadian and I established already that one can pretty much get whatever they want drug-wise in both his neighborhood and mine lol. Both are completely drug-infested and full of doped out zombies.

 

[Aurelia]

Saw this on a BPD page.

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I honestly don't believe that. I do think my trauma made me stronger in a lot of ways. Granted, pretty sure it also gave me PTSD...but nevertheless, I don't think I'd change anything even if I could because one thing I learned from it is that I have a fuckton of resilience. More than I ever thought possible or gave myself credit for.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

The Canadian and I established already that one can pretty much get whatever they want drug-wise in both his neighborhood and mine lol. Both are completely drug-infested and full of doped out zombies.

Damn, so it's either a party in Canada or Philly. Whichever one is more crazy I guess.
Not sure if everyone else would want to join us, though.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I honestly don't believe that. I do think my trauma made me stronger in a lot of ways. Granted, pretty sure it also gave me PTSD...but nevertheless, I don't think I'd change anything even if I could because one thing I learned from it is that I have a fuckton of resilience. More than I ever thought possible or gave myself credit for.

That makes sense in some ways. Otherwise I wouldn't have made it this far in life.