My husband was trying to get a benzo out of me today but refused to go to the hospital (still) until I gave it to him first. So I refused. I was like if you don't give a fuck about yourself then why should I help? You want everything on your terms only and don't give a damn how it may affect others (and who knows of he would have went even if I did it his way...he's been avoiding it for over a month, maybe 2 now).
I mean, I guess I never technically STOPPED being an addict. But now that I'm a PRACTICING addict again I want free drugs.
